jaysea Posted July 12 Report Share Posted July 12 Hey guys, just wanted to Vent, lol im leaving for DC, to go to a hospital down there, Cause i recently found out i have Gastric Stomach Cancer, and alot of my friends are just finding out, and its Really hard, i know a few of you know my drama as of late, so this has been Very hard on me, my best friedn was gonna go with me, but i told him not to, and now i kinda wish i didint, but now hes going to his boyfriends in mass, and its to late, cause im about to leave soon. i hate hospitals, and i dont wanna go alone, did i mention im in love with my best friend? lol soooooogod life seems un-fair, Trying to face the fact somone u love so much, just loves u as a friend, and is in love with this Model, and i compare myself to this kid, and i look at me and i look at him, and i know why he's not with me, i might be good looking, but im not a fucking Model.....and than having to go alone to the hosp, and knowing i have something people die from.is god testing me or what? lolanyway, i just wanted to say, i hope everyone has a good weekend, and i hope everyone, (even if i dont know you) is safehuge the people u love, lolJas Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jaysea Posted July 12 Author Report Share Posted July 12 HUG not *Huge .........cant type Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
georgym Posted July 12 Report Share Posted July 12 Gosh, i've never heard of Gastric stomach cancer. Here's a <<<HuGe HuG>>> ala papa smurf. What exactly are you going in for?/?Get better, you still have to take quoth out on a date Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vamptrix76 Posted July 12 Report Share Posted July 12 my thoughts and prayers are with you!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HAZE Posted July 12 Report Share Posted July 12 Hey man, I don't really know you but I've read alot of your posts as you probly did mine.My grandmother is 66 and was diagnosed with lung cancer two years ago. She has had her lung removed and little tumors have showed up here and there, but they have been treated with chemo.Overall, she's doing pretty well.You are a lot younger than she is, so you have a much better chance of fighting it off.Just be STRONG and have FAITH.I don't know if you're a religious person, but you need to have faith.We all answer to a higher power no matter who we believe that higher power is.Good luck and here's a hug from me. (( )) God Bless You Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sexxyme Posted July 12 Report Share Posted July 12 G'Luck and hope all is well Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
barvybe Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 damn man! that shit is rough.hey, you can't do anything about the model thing....but you can with the cancer. keep the good attitude brother. i've got lots of friends and family who have had cancer. almost without exception, those that do well are those that don't want to be beat. be strong and believe that you're not gonna let that shit win!!!all the best,pete Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sassa Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 hey, where in DC are you? I hope you get through this ordeal and hopefully this is not something that will hamper you in the future to come...good luck and best wishes...(( ))sassa Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cintron Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 Best of luck to you, man. I have a big personal history with cancer in my family, and it's good that you've caught it now, before you get older. Perhaps God is testing you, but you should have faith regardless. You'll be in my prayers! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Crackorn Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 Hey man, best of luck and a big hug from Crack. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nycmuzik Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 Best of luck man....I'll keep you in mind when I say my prayers.....Marty Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
quoth Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 Man, you gotta give me the fuckin lowdown first before you die and all...hit me up via PM......oh uh and feel better. nah but seriously i wish you the fuckin best..there aint enough laid back gay dudes in this world. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bustaknut2001 Posted July 15 Report Share Posted July 15 Oh my God Jaysea. I was just informed of this. I hope you're ok and wish you well. I know your best friend should be with you. The most important thing is keeping the faith. God is watching from above and is who you should focus on. Is your family with you?Blessings and all our thoughts are with you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bigpoppanils Posted July 15 Report Share Posted July 15 good luck and feel better Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JonStephen Posted July 15 Report Share Posted July 15 I'm going to avoid all the cliches and just say that I hope everything works out well for you.Have faith in yourself, you are young and healthy and this thing was detected at least sooner then later. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Codica3 Posted July 15 Report Share Posted July 15 Good luck with everything hun.. I know how it is to have medical problems.. I'm going to be dealing with one of mine very soon. Take care, be strong, keep faith, and smile. Everything will be ok, you're in my prayers. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jaysea Posted July 16 Author Report Share Posted July 16 Hey Everyone, im back, ummmmot much to really say, i am going to see a surgen today at 10am, and we are going to discuss my options, DC was really scarey, and it was very Draining on me, i think i hit rock bottom at about 2pm on saturday, i dont have much family, and the one person i have, was not there for, me cause he was else where, in a way yea he was there for me, in my mind he was, and in my heart, but it wasent good enought...uhhhhnot much to really say. i miss my old friends, and i wish my familly was there for me, and mostly, i wish that my best friend would see what i really am, and wake up and love me, Cause god i really need that love right now, but im sure it was not meant to be....i will know more about my Stomach after today, and ill keep everyone in formed, thank you, for your commet's. even though they might feel corny, they touched my heart, for the people that no me on this board and the ones that dont, Thank you Jay Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
grock1841 Posted July 17 Report Share Posted July 17 i don't know you but I whish you the best. My mother had a similar cancer and with a positive attitude things can get better..godsend Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ecstatichigh35 Posted July 17 Report Share Posted July 17 I hope everything turns out for the best for you, just be strong and you can fight it, good luck with everything Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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