deanna11

yo, waaaat... no Acosta fans, geez... damn, that's also Lawler night ------------------ "real fucking high"

man, everyone's in lousy form this week. i think we're still trying to recover from Danny. that's my case anyhow feel better, orchid21 *mwah* (for whatever that does ) ------------------ "real fucking high"

when you get it, post it up. saw him once; he's awesome ------------------ "real fucking high"

for meeeeeeee! ------------------ "real fucking high"

speeed, because the music, the vibe, the people, the venue, everything! ------------------ "real fucking high"

do not venture to the stairs... they will kill you... ------------------ "real fucking high"

he's not? well, shows what the fuck do i know... ------------------ "real fucking high"

you can easily find detailed how-to's online. materials are pretty accessible. the anhydrous method produces the best product this is solely for informational purposes. i am not posting this with any intention to try to encourage people to synthesize methamphetamine and increase its supply in the city. that would be absurd ------------------ "real fucking high"

Danny Tenaglia Paul Oakenfold Brian Transeau Nick Warren John Digweed good luck on your paper ------------------ "real fucking high"

i think he's attractive because he reminds me of someone from home i was close to... ------------------ "real fucking high"

Nick Warren - Fluke - "Bullet" (Cannonball) (on the GU18, disk 1, track 8) love this song, love the satanist voice. now can anyone tell me what he's saying? ------------------ "real fucking high"

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funny... i try not to think about the past; it depresses me. it's full of memories that will never again be anything more than fading memories. and when you look at the basis of what made you happy in the past, you realize it wouldn't make you happy now because either a) you've lost the innocence, or you know that happiness did not last the past is a beautiful thing that you can't ever hold, so you might as well not try ------------------ "real fucking high"

for me, obviously it's responsibilities. from everything. school, people, myself, ... ------------------ "real fucking high"

i'm not concerned, i'm just bored out of my mind waiting for motivation to kick in ------------------ "real fucking high"

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i drool on myself ------------------ "real fucking high"

me favorite tooooooooo i wanna go wif you ------------------ "real fucking high"

da real slim shady needs some dance moves. all he does is bounce in his sweats and wifebeater. sometimes moves his hand, palm down ------------------ "real fucking high"

i do omg, you do your best to compress deanna11 into little bits, dun ya! ------------------ "real fucking high"

it's delicious. want some? ------------------ "real fucking high"

yo, it was incredible. i still can't get over it. best party ever, best party Twilo's ever seen, best party i can remember, historical party in all history of partying, just so fucking crazy i can't be sure if it happened or if i was there... wait... yeah, i was there. and you weren't ------------------ "real fucking high"

anyone else have a problem with their attention span in the days after rolling? i forgot that this is another reason why i quit. i can't concentrate on anything, can't hold a normal conversation with people, keep forgetting what i'm doing, etc. and i didn't even take much or roll hard. and i'm really confused as to what i should be doing. like, don't know when to go to sleep, when to stand, when to sit here and stare at a spot on my desk. i feel like i need a good whack (or bump) to the head to get movisrnwaf astiosaonf a'fhson fatha]td agsdnfa ssdgniewothdfnv dfgnc we cnoaidnrea; ndionb nadiing anda;en fang;and airne ahfdjgdghakhtew5y293hrsdnv asdrdnw98hsfnak we8rhsknfathsn dsfnanfskthsnt aoasjown ta tajt j agjaoj a jaot hja' agjaothi a t4ej sdav ah a anfisn atga' ------------------ "real fucking high"

waaaaaat? ------------------ "real fucking high"

an open relationship can work, and very well, if both parties can maintain that what is between them is just their own relationship and no one else's. meaning, they won't get jealous of the other's relationships with other people, and likewise, they won't make comparisons with the people they're seeing i think it's best expressed when you're with someone you like. because at that very moment, when you're with him/her, it just feels good and comfortable and yummy. you're not thinking of anyone else and you're not thinking of him/her being with anyone else. the only thing that exists is you two, for that moment (yes, i rolled mad good) i think open relationships are perfect for people who don't want the responsibility of exclusiveness, yet still love the feeling of being close (physically, and maybe emotionally) to someone ------------------ "real fucking high"