liljewlz

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i dont go to gnc offen- but one of my weight lifter friends told me- isnt it called serenity or something too? ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities----or could it be obedience to a structured way of life---you decide

g is short for ghb- it gives u the sensation of being somewhat drunk (or really drunk depending on your dose)- its still legal and u can get it at places like gnc- but very dangerous!!!!!!!!- u should write the word g somewhere on u if u take it- b/c if u od on it- and they treat u for another drug u die!- so be very careful- pretty much it sux- just stick to drinkin or k or e or c or pick a letter (not h!!) ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities----or could it be obedience to a structured way of life---you decide

well its like a minnnie speed ball- ya know - upper and downer (pain killer- muscle relaxer- whatever)- its relatively safe (considering we all do drugs recreationally here)- ive actually dropped one e and 2-3 percs before and felt just fine- but if u dont want that- im so out of it feeling the next day with the percs- try calonapins (spelling?)for the come down- i highly recommned these- u feel fabulous after a good sleep on these jewelz ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities----or could it be obedience to a structured way of life---you decide

vj u were in model un right? ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities----or could it be obedience to a structured way of life---you decide

mdma- the clean role- everyone's fav- euphoric- etc..- last the longest- least nuerotoxic- u want this stuff mda- more nuerotoxic- hits u harder- more visuals- last for only 2-3 hours- youd rather not get this- you could get some nasty mental disorder dxm- think row boating- ya know whole bottle of caugh syrup- supposedly supposed to give you that gosh i feel great now that i just took vicks 44!- very very dangerous- very dissociative- it takes your through the 5 levels of consciousness if taken in high quantities (think k- but not as fun)- makes me really really really sick!!- causes death by causing the body to heat up and not allowing it to sweat (u sweat on regular mdma)-this causes your proteins to denature- and if heated high enough or long enough (which occurs very quickly) - u die- bad! ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities----or could it be obedience to a structured way of life---you decide

verve is a form of ghb under a commercial name- since its not illegal yet- how much did u take?- be carefu with tht stuff- ive seen some pretty nasty cases come thru trauma on that! ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities----or could it be obedience to a structured way of life---you decide

hey vj- no your not the only one - im not indian but my cousin is and we have 3245 million cousins in hydrabad- i think im the only white kid to party on top of the roof tops in bombay- well everyone was lookin at me like i had six heads until about 2 hours into it- then it was the coolest!!- but in terms of rolling- its gonna diminish each time no matter what- it just depends how your body builds a tolerance to it- some kids can only feel it for 10 times- others 400 (yes if seen it!! )- but try to roll only 2-3 weeks- this gives your body ample time to recover from the physical stress imposed upon it by the drug and enough time to regain your seratonin levels- you wont get derpression either- i think is a very big plus!!!- be young, have fun, do e jewelz ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities----or could it be obedience to a structured way of life---you decide

tara- i fell like ive told you my story!!- i feel your pain- and i was going through the exact same thing-hes till said he loved me-blah blah blah- and thanx to this board and from my friends- i kicked him to the curb- i just called him and told him what an ass he was and why he should be justified as a scumbag- and hmmm...well lets just say im still getting messages (i even got one today)- about how he really was and blah blah - i guess my advice- like tupac-said- if u let it go and it comes back...- im still not sure whether or not i need him in my life- but its nice to know i have the upper hand- but if u try this and he doesnt come back- then hes not worth it- at least u left him with something tothink about!!- dont be nice- let him know exactly how u feel and let him think about it!!- if your nce- your giving him the ok for him to walk all over u!!! good luck jewelz ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities----or could it be obedience to a structured way of life---you decide

im not a guy- but i had the exact same experience as you- man i dated everyone from the guess models to the dj's (not slept with though- i consider that special)- all at the same time- but when i met my last boyfriend- man did i fall hard- and it was all the way he treated me- i dont think ive ever been loved like that before- and i dont think ive ever loved a man that much before- this is def a first for me- hopefully no the last - but until u experience that- youll always be on a superficial level- i guess u have too have complete trust in the other person for this too work- but its hard to trust people because when u let them in- u become vulnerable to them and they can hurt- so besides my babbling- i guess my advice is to let someone in- dont judge them for there appearance (my big mistake)-but do choose them carefully!!! good luck jewelz ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities----or could it be obedience to a structured way of life---you decide

hey does anyone know of any good after hgours in toronto for next friday?- or of any fun things to do in general? thanx jewelz ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities----or could it be obedience to a structured way of life---you decide

please dont!!!!!- hi how are ya?- you sound exactly like me- he knows hes got you so hes keeping you around til he decides he wants some-if you go back to him thats the sure sign to him that he can do whatever he wants and youll always go back- trust me!!!- this guy i just broke up with was my first ya know.. how devestated do you think i feel!!-thaqt such a great guy could be such an ass- i would never wish this upon anyone- dont do it to yourself- think about your situation as if it were happening to your best friend- what would you tell her to do?- follow your own advice! hope it works out well- we're here for ya jewelz ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities----or could it be obedience to a structured way of life---you decide

tara- thats exactly what happened to me- when the asshole and i broke up- i got no reason- but he contacted me later- and stupidly i played along- he didnt ask to get back together til later- and stupidly i did- yet all this time he was dating the football player twin- and i thought everythi8ng was great til he used my phone to call her- and forgot to tell her not to leave a message saying how much she misses and loves him- be really careful there is a reason why he's trying to get in touch with you- please dont do it- just cut off all contact- the more you talk to him the more you'll remember and want him- trust me i know its really god damn hard but do it- jewelz ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities----or could it be obedience to a structured way of life---you decide

yeah i know- ugh!! - i feel so violated though- now im just afraid ill never trust men again- and i dont want that- oh well thanx for listening though ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities----or could it be obedience to a structured way of life---you decide

ok- in regards to the post about all the sweet guys an stuff- i thought had let the sweetest guy in my life in- he attended to my every need - even though i asked him for nothing- only that he be there and be honest- and in return i was the perfect girlfriend- i even stood by hius side (causing me much embarassment at times) when he was really f*)+ on drugs and alcahol and in return- hr recognized my goodness and talked to his friends whom proceeded to tell me in private that the kid wanted to marry me and he loved me deeply, etc.. he even told me to my face later- but as of last week - ive found out that he's seeing a girl who's twin is a college football player- if that will give u an idea of how attractive she is- i know what i am and my attractiveness (im not stupid- but im not pompous either)- and i know im way out of his league- so why did he do it? ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities----or could it be obedience to a structured way of life---you decide

hey where's the pic? ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities

the liqiud that comes by way of the "waterfall" is actually a girls way of cumming to put it one way- at the peak of sexual arousal a woman will secrete fluid as a lubrication method- its jus that some girls do it more than others- and the sphyncter contraction of the muscles in the woman (think up contractions that push inside instead of push out) is actually a survival of the fittest adaptation to push the sperm into the uterus- (b/c whoever got the sperm got the babies and created a race)- and whalah!- you have an orgasm!!- ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the grea horizon of possibilities----or could it be obedience to a strucutred way of life---you decide

its alright pumpkin- we all have our bad rolls- i havent had a good one since the ck's - i didnt even like the mitsubishi (i think i got a bad batch)- i live 45 min away from my home town in good ol buffalo- now how easy do u think it is to get a great roll there?-but they exist!- you should just drive into the city and move your butt right on over to excalibur or so- find a nice raver kid- and get some good stuff- and if your underage- there are some great id places (only get the california one) in "el mundo photo" or "foto mundial"-something like that- in your spanish section or whatever its called- if not ill send ya one!! smooches jewelz ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities

dj dan- needle damage?- i wasnt there- but thats the only one i could think of- hope it helps ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great horizon of possibilities

to great natural sources of tryptophan are in milk and turkey!!- and yes u can get a supplemental form of it- the most respected form of it comes as 5htp tryptophan from gnc- it's different from l-trytptophan which was ban on the markets awhile ago- as for the next 5 weeks if your going to roll everyday or even everyother- or going to feel like complete ass and very depressed- just think of the worst break up you ever had and that feeling may just last you for awhile- but if u do it once! on weekends for the first 2-3 weeks you should be ok- but anything after that you may get mildly depressed- or in other words you may experience some headaches- loss or inc of appetite- slight insomnia and a youll notice a withdrawal from activity- but if you really wanna roll straight- it may just have no effects on your bosy whatsoever (chances are it will though)- but taking some time off will do you good (prolly a month) if this happens- and your all set to go again- realisitcally speaking but just remeber with each pill u take you do build up a slight permanent tolerance so choose your roll carefully luv ya jewelz ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great hpriszon of possibilities

seeing as you havent rolled in awhile- your seratonin level should be realtively normal and high compared to as when you roll constantly- try the usual tryptophan taking thats prolly your best bet- jewelz ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great hpriszon of possibilities

5thp tryptophan is what u wanna ask for - and its used to make that wonderful transmitter seratonin- its one of the intermediate precursors to the nuerotransmitter when being produced- having it in your system at optimal levels- (too much causes liver stress)- is thought to give u all the good stuff u need for those happy times ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great hpriszon of possibilities

to dede: you hit the nail on the head- the seratonin depletion is exactly what causes the post-e blues- and taking 5-htp tryptophan (for all those worried about the 5-htp in front- there was a bad batch of real tryptophan made- so this is the new fda approved stuff) will definately help - especially if u don't eat alot of turkey or drink alot of milk (your two main natural sources of it)- if u don't have the tryptophan in your system you can't make the seratonin- its like trying to build a lego castle without legos- ps. to this- if u ever here of people going cold turkey to quick smoking- which all of you should do now! (trust me it hits home when you see someone die infront of you of it and then u have to tell there family)- the nicotine in smoking actually causes something comparable to a five second roll- it tell your nuerons to release it for a brief period of time- and to get back to that feeling you take puff after puff of a cigarette- (ya ever smoke to calm your nerves- strange coincidence huh?)- but when people who quit cold turkey- they supply there body with the essential building blocks- to keep there seratonin levels stable- so they don't have to reach for that cigarette (oh yeah anyone here of ziaban- has anyone taken it and it kinda felt like u were rollin)- also- for all u trying to lose weight out there... it turns out that when your body senses food and glucose levels rise- a seratonin release is triggered- this is responsible for the nice tired, full feeling u get when u eat (not when u binge though- pure stomach sstretching pain takes over)- so if you wanna lose weight try taking- sam-e or st. johns wort to help ya out!- also- if you can invest in some maoi's (mono-amine-oxidase inhibitors)(aka prozac)- it helps keep the seratonin in your sytem longer- but dont take it while u roll- read the next post!! luv ya jewelz ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great hpriszon of possibilities

pre-loading- one hour before- take 2 tablets of 5-htp tryptophan (this allows enough time for digestion and the building process for more seratonin - so close to your peak u have alot more of the good stuff to go)- watch it on the vitamins or anything with vitamins in it- most are coenzymes or antioxidants- that change the shape of the molecule either inc its productivity or tagging it aas a harmful chemical- mdma is considered the latter by your body- and thats why- even if u sit perfectly still during your roll- you may ache the next day (its your body's immune reponse to harmful chemicals- it swells- a histamine reponse to tell you not to do anything to drastic during its recovery to the chemical)- just drink a shit load of water before you have too- and the better mood your in- the more primed your body is to make seratonin- so be happy!! post-loading more tryptophan- prozac if u get it- if not st. john's wort!!- take as many vitamins if u can - and if you really feel like crap try a claratin or an antihistamine blocker and dont roll for a few days too- this way u can give your body sufficient time to reapair itself as well as to build up seratonin levels- always remember- rolling straight for awhile will cause long term-depression- since your body will be used to the hight levels of seratonin in the brain itll think it needs to stop prducing more- 10 days is optimal b/w each roll for the heavy rollas out there- if not- 3-5 is ok oh yeah make sure you got plenty of iron in your diet - esp girls- it helps with the post immune response- but u can od on it- so dont take more than recommended hope its all helpful luv ya lots jewelz ------------------ the most successful people in life only look ahead to the great hpriszon of possibilities