misskittie

Club Planet was down because the company they use to bring us the good old board is down in the Financial District. And VIP is up and running strong of course. Try using this link instead though... http://vipguestlist.ync.net/cgi-bin/ultimatebb.cgi?ubb=forum&f=1&hardset=20&start_point=0 ~misskittie~

Actually, to each their own I say. Friday night, I hung out in a bar with my girls for a while after the vigil. Just had a few drinks, talked a bit, almost had a few brawls (lol which yes, I find amusing) and listened to some good music. It felt good to be in the company of friends going through the same emotions as myself. None the less, the tragedy is still lurking in the air but for our own sanity, we needed to do that. Saturday was my Mother's 49th Birthday and I *partied* with my family. We talked, laughed, giggled, ate cake and just enjoyed each others company. A friend of mine came in from NY to spend the time with me too and it really lifted his spirits. Later on that evening, we hit the local club, Tequila Joes. I saw friends that I havent seen since before everything took place, drank, did shots, danced, laughed and just let myself go. The dance floor for *me* is a place of release. It's another world where I can forget my problems and enter a dream for a few hours. I guess it is safe to say that everyone deals with trauma in a different way. I mourned all week. I cried till there were no more tears. And Friday, well Friday I realized why I felt so empty and lifeless inside and it was because, "i missed my laughter and smile". I am still praying for those lost, for the rescue teams, and everyone grieiving over this but I refuse to stop *my* life. I dont want to die one day and say "damn, I wish I didnt grieve over that for so long because I missed out on so much since I did". I am still missing some friends. Four actually, and I continue to pray for them. But no matter what, no matter where they may be, I know they want me to be happy and do those things that make me smile most. We can grieve but we must at some point return to ourselves. Im not condemning anyone who chooses not to party for the next month or two but I can not allow myself to be one of them. Life does go on and I grieved for days straight. I thought I was beginning to seriously loose my mind and Im not going that route. I could have done something to change many peoples lives around me and Im thankful I snapped out if it before it was too late. I am fortunate enough to still have my entire family here after all that has taken place. They are still here for me to hug, to laugh with, to cry with, to talk with. My grandparents were actually supposed to have breakfast in Windows of the World that morning and they didnt go. My Grandmother had a bad feeling about going and I thank God every minute of everyday that he gave her that signal. I feel horrible about what happened but Im lucky enough to still be breathing. Lucky enough to feel the warm sun beat down on my face and smell freshly cut grass. I can remember what happened here always but I need to continue to LIVE MY LIFE. I may not be here tomorrow so its time to move forward. Now, the only question is, where should I go next week to keep my spirits up and my heart a glow? ~MISSKITTIE~

Ummm being we dont *know* what God looks like, who's to say that would be Him??? Some people take things to far! Smokeis smoke...yada yada big deal~ Don't impress me any. ~misskittie~

You know I love you Andy. You happen to be one of the people who mean the world to me and Im glad I have been fortunate enough to befriend you. Everyone else, this meetup is important to me now. More then many can possibly comprehend. It will be a time to be with friends and those we came so close to loosing today. I woul love for all of you to come down please and celebrate each others lives. Lets look at this as the *LIFE MEETUP* and thank the heavens above that we have each other, our lives, and the future ahead of us please. Look forward to seeing you all. Please, if you have not emailed me yet to confirm, send me an email to k.rac@verizon.net. Thank you. Glad to see you are all safe and sound and in a few days, my arms can hug you all with thanks and love. Kathy

Mikey's sister sends her thanks for all of our concerns and worries. Thank God you're okay Mikey. I can't wait to see you and give you the biggest hug ever. Casey and Roby, Im stilll pulling for you two. Please be okay. Kathy

Gawd Luz is just absolutely incredible. And so are her songs. I just got my hands on the lyrics this morning! IM VERY HAPPY TODAY!!!! ~kAt~ Ill be at SF in the up and coming weeks.

Can you PLEASE email me and tell me you are going if you havent already done so. It makes it easier for me to go ahead and make the reservations. Include your real name, posting name and boards you are registered on. I want to make name tags - though some people think its rather cheesy, I think its a nice ice-breaker. Please send the email to k.rac@verizon.net . I want to try and call Apples tonight and Ill make follow up calls as the weekend approaces. Thanks a bunch! ~kAt~

Uhhh noones interested in coming huh?? Oh well, youre loss then~ ~kAt~

hahaha some know me - hell Ive been here for more then a year now on this name! They'll get adjusted quickly. And everyone going...you MUST email me with ur real name, posting name and what board(s) u are on so I can 1. keep track and make reservations and 2. I want to try and make name tags so ppl feel a little more at ease. ~kAt~ ney ney u betta come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (or Ima spank dat booty when I see you)

Some people will be eating, others wont. I think we will be there until 10 or 11....depends on what people are doing afterwards~ Please send me an email if youre coming so I can keep better track. Alos, if anyone needs more info, you can email me or Ill send my number out for ya to contact me~ ~kAt~

>sniff< pause >sniffffffffff< Yup mine are working JUST fine! ~misskittie~

Being I was on a hiatus from Club Planet when you joined, I dont know. But I *will* find out! ~misskittie~ *u just want me to touch ur tushy - i know i know*

Yes, we are attempting to do something UNREAL. Bring all message boards together in ONE place for one EVENING of dinner and drinks! The boards will be Club Planet, VIPGuestList, EzDreamer and NightClubCity. Here's the info to get you in the *know*: Please only respond if you are coming on Friday, September 14th, 2001. The meetup will start @7pm. Apples is located at 17 Waverly Place in NY. The cross street is Greene St. The place is half bar / lounge and half restuarant. Really nice, intimate setting. Thank u mucho! This is just a dinner and drink meetup for those curious. You can go elsewhere after if you like. I know I will be heading over to Limelight afterwards with mr Mugz in tow. luv, ~misskittie~kAt~ email me at k.rac@verizon.net with your user name and the board you are on as well as your real name if coming. xoxox

Under *normal* circumstances, it would be allowed as long as it were merely a touch. No grabbing..BUT, we aren't dealing with normal situations. Im way undersexed and it wouldnt be good to fondle my rumpal area~ Especially since uhh well Im not gonna go there~ haha and clubkat...Oh Ill be rawkin the good fur! Dont u worry about that!! ~misskittie~kAt~ PLEASE EMAIL ME AT K.RAC@VERIZON.NET TO CONFIRM YOU ARE GOING! Thank you~

Come on now! I know everything about the board boys. I gotta know who's tush I can grab and who's is under lock and key~ And since you may be leaving her home, looks like I can grab yours since its on lease while shes not around. ~kAt~ *when the cat's away, the mice will play*

Hmmm decisions decisions. I understand Mugz. But *I* love to drink - and drink lots! Iim more of a drinker then a love drugger~ Depends on my mood, who the DJ is, vibe, yada yada~ BUt DJ Dan and Mistress Barbara are worth the drop and roll~ We'll see what happens.... ~misskittie~kAt~

sweetheart, its a restaurant / lounge. You can be 4 to get in - lol. But I dont think they ever ID people anyhow~ I hope you and your girlfriend decide to come down! It be nice to finally meet you! ~misskittie~

Oh goodness. Thats horrible. Thank God you are safe though. Its unfortunate what happened but at least he's the only one who got hurt, not an innocent person. This is why I dont drive! Kathy

Thanks babe! $52 is a lotta loot! And I know me, Id wind up going to Twirl after then SF and wholy shit would that be a BIG DENT in my wallet~ decisions decisions - oh hey, it dont look like theres gonna be alcohol there. Am I right b/c NO ALCOHOL means NO KITTIE kAt ~misskittie~

Damn it you two!!!! I cant make the pre-game!!! Grrrrrr. Save an L session for me will ya pease.... ~misskittie~

Yea Im thinkin of going. Scotty called me up and read the list of DJs to me...once he said DJ DAN, I decided my fate for that evening would be the rave~ Lookin good lookin good~ Is there a link where I can get the 411 guys? I need to send it to my boyZ~ Thanks in advance ~kAt~

thats Bukem's party right? Im gonna be there Im gonna be there~ *for a lil bit that is* ~misskittie~

Just finished rollin the j~ Now the party is on~ ~misskittie~

Okay so Im going for a lil bit after the dinner and drink meetup at Apples (theres a post). Me and my girl D should be hittin it up pure DiVa style. Then, I think we may bounce to Jade and World for the Urban Twins Party. We're gonna be all over that night! Cant wait....Is it Friday yet?? ~misskittie~

bumpity bump~ I better see you people there!!!!!!!!!!