you know how I feel - I am extremely glad that you are doing better. Keep on fighting, and take all of this as another experience in life that has occurred to strengthen you. Rather then to look upon it negatively, as most of us tend to do when shit happens, look at the positive aspects of it. Use it as a learning and growing experience (which I know you have and will), I am so proud of you and in absolute awe of the tough person that you have been through all this; you have only to gain from this experience. Like you said, you have been given another chance at life, so take advantage of it. And TW's quote from vanilla sky couldn't be more perfect. Glad you're better babe