1. its called squirting. by the position you said you were in, you hit their G-spot. Its not piss. This is a very, very good thing. We love this!!! 2. good size means just that. its not big, but its not small. it does the job. nothing spectacular (size wise) but its all about how you use it right!!!! ------------------ The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.