It is never in any of us. We see sometimes that the road is easier to turn back on, then it is to cross. These times are meant to strengthen you and make you a more daring person. Remember the human condition is to make mistakes, second guess ourselves and loose ourselves in the completley unexplainable phenomenon of love. Unfortunatly doubt, fear, regret, remorse, anxiety and rage sometimes take us over and the we lose what is so special about ourselves. Our ability to choose and to be chosen.