gothzane

How about the same family that says "I want my son to be born...without the genetic defect that I have." For instance a family thats prone to heart failure or infant death syndrome. I understand and accept your valid points...but to go along with you I would have to accept "natural order" and have faith in religion. Sadly my lifes experiences has removed that veil of ignorance from my eyes....its up to us as people to set things right with the world.....but that...is just my opinion. There is evil in every good and good in every evil. There is no "whats right" left in this world anymore...as we can do is decide between the lesser evil..and try to sugar coat it as best we can so the turth of it is easier to swallow. We can stand out ground with our disagreements....but how do we move from there?

I ask you this... where does morality exist in the world today? There are happy notions on how things should be... We all should be friends, of equal health and wealth. But what should be and what actually is has and always will be two seperate things.... With our illusions off we are all greedy lustful savages that will claw at anything if our standards are disturbed. To deny that dark truth is to remain ignorant. But to run with every aspect of yourself with full control....those are the foundations of evolution. i supposed the point that im coming to is that raging against the posibility of something such as cloning with vulgarity and a vague concept of how thigs should be seems logicly foolish in every aspect....but I could be wrong....

Im all for cloning and the experimentation that goes along with it. You have to understand that this is a step into humankinds evolution through science AND religion. Im certain that the folks created will become (Heros) of this planet...they will live like kings and queens....if your going to be angry...be angry at yourself for not participating in the necessary steps to heal the worlds sick...not because other people are doing everything it takes to get the job done. You just have to be open minded into aceepting the possibilities of these "bazarre" acts....sure this is strange....but thats because we dont know anything and or little about it.... Put it this was....bloodletting with leaches used to be commonly accepted throughout the world as medical practice....this is just another step in medicine that soon will be considered normal and practicle...just like getting a hose stuck up your rear and getting your insides cleaned out......just have to have an open mind...

So this is the future?

People have more things in common then they allow themselves to realize. We all learn the same lessons....just at different times in different ways. To confront our lives and deal with the past...thats what makes us different.

You are Gandalf Old and wise, quick tempered and even quicker to laugh, Gandalf is an organiser, a guide, a leader, a friend, and a source of wisdom for the Fellowship. He is an intellectual, but he appreciates people for all their qualities. While dedicated, he values life the enjoys a laugh when he can spare it. Review: You said it all mugz... Im going to see it again first chance I get. Gollum!

coookies....gimme! Most of my co-workers gave me boxes and boxes of cookies for the holiday...im in wuv.

Im converting to muslim just so I dont have to celebrate christmas...isnt christmas supposed to be on easter anyways? damn screwy cathlicks.

what about someone who makes their own mp3's im not a dj...but i wonder if its possible to just spin with cds without vinyl.

Damn it boy..quit your posting and lets go bar hoppin and get some beer in us!

Hey leave bigpoppa alone.....*looks at bigpoppa* aww all right go ahead make fun of em sorry..its just too much fun not to. :flame

This is a short story of my life... of why I am the way that I am... and my feelings toward my family. My first vivid memory is me sitting on my great grandmothers lap (on my mothers side) and shes telling me her own made up version of the three little pigs....I think shes crazy....and she legally is....but I like her anyway. My grandmother was fighting with my grandfather who got caught cheating on her..so there he goes out the door without even saying goodbye. I lived with my grandmother till I was 7. My uncle Tim and my aunt Jill, and my great grandmother....funny now that I think of it...I dont think anyone mentioned to me her name...Margret if I had to guess....anyhow...I came to live with my grandmother for the reason that my mother was and is also mentally ill. My father....I never had the oppertunity to meet him...actually thats not true but well get into that later...I remember asking when I was very young...and just got stare of anger and beaten so I kind of just gave those question up. My grandmother got into some rough times after my grandfather left...she was working hard to being a paramedic..but she had no time to care for the house, my great grandmother, or me... so off the house goes to the market...off the great grandmother goes to my grandmothers sisters place where i wont be able to see her for 15+ years. and off I go to my Aunt Loki's (Her actually name is Lori...but if you were into fantasy as a kid...and had to live with this woman for 5 years...youd call her Loki too) Skip ahead to where my grandmother settles down with husband #2 in which his theory of child disopline is hard labor and cruel torture....A sad man...whom ive forgiven....he taught me many things..the hard way...the wrong way...but some people are afraid of life..and must instill their fears in others...but from him ive aquired my virtious patience and my ability to remain calm under any duress....except women of course...they drive me bonkers =) and my knowledge of computers and my ability to type over 80 words per minute. Skip ahead to husband #3...Bill the rebate King Two years of envelopes and stamps and f'ing cupons. From this beast of a man I learned the vaules of male/female relations....I learned that wife beating is a crime worthy of death. and I learned to organize files faster then you can blink. Sometime later my mother was released from the hospital and she takes me away from the rebate king...she tried really hard but it just didnt work....I was at the time a rabid dog that bit anything close enough...and for some sad reason took everything out on her...which sadder still put her back into the hospital and landed me again with Loki. Good things from here though....Loki beat me the cruelty out of me....her husband Tom did his best to forge me into a young man..and my two cousins Tommy and Julie became my first friends...(the first visit with loki I was kept seperate from them like some plague...im glad people change) For the first time in my life I had a family...I would simply glow when dinner time came and wed all sit at the table and talk about our day....and for a few years life was as good as it gets until my mother got well enough to try to take me back..and I didnt want to go....but I was forced by the court...legal rights and all...so sadly I went...and so did my happyness. after a blurr of years consisting of the worst misery anyone should go through I was finally 18..and ran back to live with my grandmother....I hadnt talked to my family in ages...I tried to reconnect with my aunt loki and my cousins but I became some unwanted black sheep...for some reason she wanted me to legally change my last name from my fathers to my grandfathers....and this completely blew my mind away....I thought about it long and hard...but decided to keep my last name as some sort of reminder to myself of my past and all the strength ive gotten and all the growing up I did...faster then most. I started leaving school and working double shifts off the books anything to get cash...I wanted nothing more then just to get far away as far goes. I droped out of Junior year with a B+ average and colleges calling me 24/7...aquired my GED and went to Devry Tech. for a year and a half i paid for it all in cash that I saved from working. i was doing good until Calculous (spelling?) 2 hit me like a truck....I couldnt stay for tutoring because I was carpooling...so eventually I was forced to leave Devry after two years because of carpooling....I started asking my family for help....nothing...I went for bonds and loans...but it was all too confusing at the time...so for 3 months I did nothing but play Doom on my computer until a computer friend of mine offered me this job in a law firm on wall st. 3 years...went from a filing clerk to junior management. MY lifes experiences made me the perfect person for this position...calm under duress..and can organize anything under a minute. But when i started this job..I got an invitation from my Uncle Tim to go to my first family christmas party in ages....I couldnt bring myself to go...I dont know why..but last year I went...and although it was wierd....and everyone seemed to get along... it was probably due to a death in the family at that time... everyone was kind of shocked...and I guess whith something like that...people are a little more open and forgiving....who knows. This year? I dont know....id like to get to know my folks abit better...but I think im too comfterble being this blacksheep ghost hybrid... Who knows what time will tell eh?

Children and games breaking your hearts, wasting your time... hope all this nonsense is amusing...hope someone is laughing. I dont pity all these foolish mindgames and grievences of the consequences.

Find someone you want to spend the rest of your life with... WORK out all the diffrences and complications..share, learn, teach, and explore... Every other option is just a waste of your fucking time... and you dont have much time on this dump of a planet...so get cracken.

For nude work...shes very nice.

Do not pass go do not collect 200 dollars... Every time I start feeling lonely or bad about being single shit like this just cheers me right up. lol

Feel better lady...suppose it was simply your turn...this flu going around is nasty. Stay warm, stay fed, stay happy.

Hey Bigpoppa...let me know where your headed ...just might tag along. Who knows maybe ill spot you the cover for christmas...unless your jewish...then you have to pay my cover...lol

To let myself fall in love again.

When im kissing.

I try to be a better person then I normally am. I keep an open mind. and try to take things slow. sometimes im overly cautious..not out of fear...but of just overall bad history with relationships. I try to learn, to teach..to share myself a little bit at a time.

Male most likely to get busted for Internet porn: gothzane... Hey im cutting back....honest... Quoth man...your f'ing cruel... Keep up the good work

Isnt Empress spinning at the lunatarium tonight?