LavenderMenace

Thanks for the glimpse into my future! It usually takes me two days to get back to normal, but I only roll once a month at most, usually once every two months. Do you have a nightguard? I'm getting mine on thursday. ------------------ "Life has no instruction manual. Parts and labor can be impossible to find. Many go down the road with parts that are in great need of service. A breakdown is eventual." - HR

Does anyone else have this annoying disorder? I've had it for years, but its been getting a lot worse lately. I don't think all the e-induced teeth clenching is helping either. Any imput? ------------------ "Life has no instruction manual. Parts and labor can be impossible to find. Many go down the road with parts that are in great need of service. A breakdown is eventual." - HR

I've heard good things about candy flippin, but I've never taken Acid before. Should I do it by itself first before combining it with E? This is the only thing I haven't done that I really want to. . . ------------------ "Life has no instruction manual. Parts and labor can be impossible to find. Many go down the road with parts that are in great need of service. A breakdown is eventual." - HR

im not trying to lose any weight I wasn't insinuating anything, I was half kidding, I lost 15 lbs when I had mono. It was hardly worth it ------------------ "Life has no instruction manual. Parts and labor can be impossible to find. Many go down the road with parts that are in great need of service. A breakdown is eventual." - HR

a) The last PvD @ Twilo (end of April?) can't remember (how sad) c) just a few minutes ago d) The last PvD @ Twilo e) never f) I think I covered this one . . . g) Yeah, I covered this one already ------------------ "Life has no instruction manual. Parts and labor can be impossible to find. Many go down the road with parts that are in great need of service. A breakdown is eventual." - HR

I've found that I generally don't have the energy to dance on the first pill, but when the second one kicks in I'm good to go for a few hours. jzclbgrl is right on, sometimes I have to push myself out there, and then I realize that I can do it. ------------------ "Life has no instruction manual. Parts and labor can be impossible to find. Many go down the road with parts that are in great need of service. A breakdown is eventual." - HR

Princess0111.... Something's gotta give, you know that. It can't go on like this forever. . . ------------------ "Life has no instruction manual. Parts and labor can be impossible to find. Many go down the road with parts that are in great need of service. A breakdown is eventual." - HR

You forgot this handy little Memo: Memo from the New York City Dept. of Waste Management: Dear Mr. SoAndSo, This memo is to inform you we have had quite enough shit out of you. Sincerely, Kenzabuki Yushityu Senior Waste Manager ------------------ "Life has no instruction manual. Parts and labor can be impossible to find. Many go down the road with parts that are in great need of service. A breakdown is eventual." - HR

Yeah, We did the same thing, avoided each other like the plague in the presence of others. The problem for us was that the other knows me way too well, and could probably tell something was up. Just make sure you're not being TOO careful. Besides that, you need to start thinking about how this is going to turn out. (my thing lasted almost four months. creepy)

Rereading my response and yours, I should reword a bit. First of all, there is no cut and dry length of time needed to replace depleted seratonin. It could take up to seven years depending on the person. Also 90% of the recouperation will generally happen very quickly and the remaining 10% could take a much longer time. (of course if you keep draining it before it has a chance to replenish, it becomes harder each time)In addition, the temporary and permanent damage caused will vary by person depending on their predisposition for depression (low seratonin), or preexisting resilliency (high seratonin). As far as permanent damage to seratonin receptors, it happens, but to my knowledge that is an extreme result which can be obtained by extreme abuse of E. Also, new nerves do grow, although probably not at the rate that they are being damaged. Again, all of this is subject to the individual's neurological makeup. There is so much we don't know about the brain and how neurotrasmitters function that no one can really have a solid arguement. ------------------ "Life has no instruction manual. Parts and labor can be impossible to find. Many go down the road with parts that are in great need of service. A breakdown is eventual." - HR

I don't think anyone here is under the impression that E is good for you. But we all make choices. Personally I love the stuff, but lets not fool ourselves. It takes 7 years to fully replenish the seretonin lost in one roll. And if you can no longer count on your hands the number of times you've done it, you'll probably encounter memory loss. Moderation is definitely the key to minimizing the effects, but there will be effects. I think as soons as I start to see them, I'll stop. ------------------ "Life has no instruction manual. Parts and labor can be impossible to find. Many go down the road with parts that are in great need of service. A breakdown is eventual." - HR

Thats weird. none of my friends are from Staten Island. But I guess Long Island is not that far for the lingo to travel ------------------ "Life has no instruction manual. Parts and labor can be impossible to find. Many go down the road with parts that are in great need of service. A breakdown is eventual." - HR

Have you tried Spring Street Natural? (spring and Lafayette) Great food (all organic and free range) many Italian style dishes, among other things, great specials. Great wine selection, and I've never had a problem with the service there. Its my standard special ocassion location ------------------ *Drink coffee and destroy*

umm, everyday is whiteAngloHetero Day. The issue is the right to celebrate, and have recognized, pride in the true self. "Overly PC BS" will not stop until equality is given both legally and tangibly. ------------------ *Drink coffee and destroy*

me and my friends call E "T-shirts" Weed is refered to as "Bicycle parts". Dont ask. ------------------ "Life has no instruction manual. Parts and labor can be impossible to find. Many go down the road with parts that are in great need of service. A breakdown is eventual." - HR

Just a little reminder that no matter how tense you may be, there's always someone in a worse heep of trouble. . . ------------------ "Life has no instruction manual. Parts and labor can be impossible to find. Many go down the road with parts that are in great need of service. A breakdown is eventual." - HR

LOL ------------------ *Drink coffee and destroy*

If you've got anyone around to help, I suggest a foot massage. There are a lot of pressure points to releive depression on the bottom of your tootsie. If you don't have anyone around, find someone! Crashing is always harder alone ------------------ *Drink coffee and destroy*

Umm. last time I checked, the human race was not in danger of extinction and anyone can choose to reproduce via a variety of methods, some "natural" and some "artificial". Also, I don't really see how, who one chooses to fuck, has anythng to do with genetic weakness/strength. But that's just my opinion . . . ------------------ *Drink coffee and destroy*

That is some seriously fucked up shit. Just when I think I can't hate him any more than I already do, he proves me wrong. Question: How does this affect the celebration of gay pride? ------------------ *Drink coffee and destroy*

Did anyone else cry @ the end when the mother broke down at the father's gravesite? No? Just me? Ok I guess i'm a little emotional... ------------------ *Drink coffee and destroy*

The eternal search is for someone I feel an even balance of power with. no surrender of control, no overabundance of control. Relationship zen. No one playing cards, fighting for leverage. Only once a true balance of power has been acheived in a relationship, then and only then can you shift the balance at will for fun and amusement. Oh yeah, a six pack helps to. ------------------ *Drink coffee and destroy*

Pizza with black olives and eXtra sauce. yummmmmy. Now I begin my daily count down to coffee break @3. Then HH. ------------------ *Drink coffee and destroy*