misk, i think i am "reading your mail", lol...i am in the hurt/hating stage, and i am about to start a "40 days/40 nights campaign" to stay the hell away from men, sex(and that part of the deal will suck, lol), and all the BS that comes with them! meanwhile, i sent in my application to the "bitter and jaded club" perns, i honestly hope things are looking up for you hon...