Well... I think I'm in love. and I hate it! I mean... it's great sometimes, but I've come to the realization that it scares the hell out of me I think because I've been hurt so badly before, that I'm really cautious or something, so I'm really afraid of a serious relationship. The worst part is, because I'm such a retard about this situation, I feel like I'm gonna screw up and loose him Sigh... I'm so bad at relationships I feel as though I'm never going to get it right