sfclubber415 Posted June 26 Report Share Posted June 26 This was like my 5th time droppin E, anyways the day after I dropped I was hella depressed like I was crying and saying I didnt wanna live. Im scared cuz this is the first time it ever happened to me. Is this normal or what? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gambitrah Posted June 26 Report Share Posted June 26 the way XTC makes u happy is it basically squeezes all your seratonoin out of your brain...thats what gives you the "roll"...it takes time to replenish it...for me if i roll on sat night i get REAL depressed on Mon and i stay that way for a few days..sucks...a lot of people take...fuck whats the name of it..5htp?? or something like that..supposed to replenish your seratonin quicker... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blhurr Posted June 26 Report Share Posted June 26 Sometimes I get depressed but sometimes I find a real sense of balance and perspective. Has alot to do with my attitude and who I am with when I am coming down. Think positive, positively. It helps to hang with whoever you were rolling with for me, because then you can talk about how much fun it was and how you want to do it again today. Or next weekend. GL. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
msoprano Posted June 27 Report Share Posted June 27 Originally posted by Blhurr Sometimes I get depressed but sometimes I find a real sense of balance and perspective. Has alot to do with my attitude and who I am with when I am coming down. Think positive, positively. It helps to hang with whoever you were rolling with for me, because then you can talk about how much fun it was and how you want to do it again today. Or next weekend. GL. yea its all about the mindset....ive rolled numerous times and never felt depresses afterwards..... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zekefreak Posted June 27 Report Share Posted June 27 I never got depressed after I came down until last weekend at PVD in NYC. At like 6:00 am I was completely down walking around trying to find a place to sit down. I was just sitting there with my eyes closed wishing i was home, totally disinterested in anything that was going on around me. At one point my friend came running up to me all happy (he was still rolling) and shook me awake. He started to explain how much fun he was having and I just interupted and asked for the keys. i went out to teh car by myself and slept for a couple of hours until they came out. I felt like shit the entire next day at work...I'm normally a pretty happy kid but I just had no interest in talking to anybody. It fucking sucked..i think i'm gonna stick to drinking this weekend at ARC Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
koky Posted July 3 Report Share Posted July 3 hey man im sorry to hear that yo ... ive been down before while coming down but not depressed like that ... are you sure of who you got it from... sometimes pills instead of having mdma they make them with mda... has a similar effect sometimes but gets very depressing after.... be very carefull who you get em from ... also .. when coming down try watching children television... works 4 me... watch like cartoons n stuff like that ... i watched harry potter the last time & it made coming down very easy also try to stay with the people you rolled with for awhile after you start coming down.. this also helps.. being alone is not too good after rollin.. hope this helps:) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sfclubber415 Posted July 5 Author Report Share Posted July 5 ^^^^^^^I doubt I got a bad pill because ive been gettin all sorts of drugs from this girl for like 1 yr. Plus a lot of my friends dropped the same pill and were all happy and stuff. I dunno I guess there is a first time for everything, bad trips and all. ILL try to watch some kids shows next time=), hopefully spongebob square pants is on! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
koky Posted July 5 Report Share Posted July 5 Originally posted by sfclubber415 ^^^^^^^I doubt I got a bad pill because ive been gettin all sorts of drugs from this girl for like 1 yr. Plus a lot of my friends dropped the same pill and were all happy and stuff. I dunno I guess there is a first time for everything, bad trips and all. ILL try to watch some kids shows next time=), hopefully spongebob square pants is on! NEXT UP !! JIMMY NEUTRON BOY GENIUS:D I JUST BOUGHT IT FOR MY KID & I KNOW IT WILL BE GOOD WHILE COMING DOWN:laugh: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sobeton Posted July 6 Report Share Posted July 6 it might be a good idea, to take a little break. I personally try not to roll consecutive weeks. it's also good to talk to your friends when your coming down, and the days after.keep a positive mind set do things that make you happy,watch cartons, listen to music, chill with friends, etc. I have also found that taking ,a xanax when I come down, and following that with 5htp for a few days. keeps me straight. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
djjonmartin Posted July 6 Report Share Posted July 6 "Blue Monday" or "Suicide Tuesday"I wanted to cut my wrists with a plastic spork on Tuesday after Saturday's lovely experience. As long as you can understand intellectually why you're depressed, you can make it though.Excercise REALLY helps. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
howardstone Posted July 8 Report Share Posted July 8 or IT'S YOUR LIFE!STONE. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
candeo Posted July 8 Report Share Posted July 8 Yeah, excercize helps a lot! A lot a lot. And a healthy diet.When you go out all night and dance and chemically abuse your body, it needs all the help it can get to fix itself back up again. Anything you can do to get vitamins and hydration back into your system and get the toxins out.I just started going out at the end of last year, but the summer's been good here and I think I've dropped every weekend now for 3 months. Most weekends the comedown is actually pleasant for me. Like the other posters have said, you gotta watch some fun TV and stay around some pleasant company. And I've just made a habit of always planning on having my girlfriend over on Tuesdays, just to be safe.I intellectually stay aware of why I'm feeling down if I do and I try to do good things, like make a nice dinner and share it with my roomate, wash my truck, and talk to the neighborhood kids and store owners.The worst is probably Monday and Tuesday at work. Monday I just wanna listen to good music and Tuesday it's impossible to find motivation. I guess that's what the Boards are good for, no?Ha ha.Just try to be good to yourself and don't do things that harm other people, even a little, and hopefully your comedowns won't be so bad.PS - Watch the movie Human Traffic! It's PERFECT!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sfclubber415 Posted July 8 Author Report Share Posted July 8 I doubt it has to do with fitness. I weight train 4 times a week and do cardio. I think im in pretty good shape, maybe the pill was too strong or something. Hopefully I dont have another depressing down as bad as that one.:worry2: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nSyNcBaBy Posted July 9 Report Share Posted July 9 this is what happens with e... as gambitrah : i think : said.... it uses up all ur seratonin... which affects ur depression level and mood.... the less u have the more likely u are to be depressed... the more u replenish the better ull feel... 5 htp to help replenish... or dont roll at all..cuz it can lead to serious depression... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sfclubber415 Posted July 9 Author Report Share Posted July 9 ^^^^^^AYYEEEE! No more rolling:( . I guess 5 times is enough, depression is like the worst thing I ever felt. It sucks tho because the only time I can listen to that techno music is when im on E otherwise its just too much boom boom boom. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
therunner Posted July 10 Report Share Posted July 10 I never really got depressed from comming down, but I have felt guilty, and scared. (yes I know these are signs of depression) I never felt like I wanted to cry or that I wanted to kill myself or anything, just the clubbers-comedown of "why did I do that shit again last night?" I feel bad about feeling good about that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
candeo Posted July 10 Report Share Posted July 10 Originally posted by sfclubber415 ^^^^^^AYYEEEE! No more rolling:( . I guess 5 times is enough, depression is like the worst thing I ever felt. It sucks tho because the only time I can listen to that techno music is when im on E otherwise its just too much boom boom boom. You got that depressed after just your fifth time? How much did you do? Oh well, it just works that way for some people. Maybe you should go out and listen to dance music while you're tripping instead! just kidding, that's a horrible idea and I wouldn't recommend it Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sfclubber415 Posted July 10 Author Report Share Posted July 10 ^^^^^^^I only dropped 1 pill Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
candeo Posted July 10 Report Share Posted July 10 Yow!! One?How old are you? I heard the brain doesn't quit growing and become chemically stable unitl 25.Maybe you and E just aren't meant to bE friends. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sfclubber415 Posted July 11 Author Report Share Posted July 11 Im only 19! I dont like drugs they like me my friend!=D Oh well I guess ill just go to the raves drunk! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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