i've read all sorts of psychopharmacological articles that say that there's a real crash a few days after doing e. there was one in new york magazine where one shrink said that after doing e on saturdays some people go through what he calls "suicide tuesday." i dunno, though; i don't agree that the sadness following a roll can all be blamed on the drug itself. although there may be some truth to that whole "inevitable crash after a great big high" thing, i think it's also just hard for any person with any feelings at all to return to the sometimes harsh, cold, real world without feeling a little bit shaken up.