weyes

i think perhaps you're asking two different questions: why do people lie in general[?], and why would someone lie about something so trivial[?]. maybe, just maybe, this person really is your friend but was only lying about his birthday. some people are just really freaky about birthdays. just today, for instance, i asked a co-worker what his b'day is ('cause i found a really great present for him but i'm broke and can't really afford to get him presents twice), and he wouldn't tell me when it is because, he said with a very solemn face, "i never celebrate it." i also had a friend who, whenever i called him to wish him a happy birthday, always forgot that it was his birthday. birthdays don't mean as much to some people as they might to you or me. so just maybe this lie isn't really something that your friend thought much of. try to talk through this, since it seems as though you really care for him.

hey, gambitx73, don't go frontin' on chess, now, 'cause i read your post on meeting up at the chess forum before s&d. you're just saying that chess is lame so that we'll all think that you're not good at it, HUSTLA! ok, so smokey and i will be at s&d. i'll have to post a topic about a meetup, but i don't even know what time to be there, what time to expect to be ABLE to get in, what to wear to get in (i'm a raver and i've heard that twilo ain't too kind to my kind)... maybe i'll have to post a topic about that to get replies about this. anyhoo, we'll see. thanks for the advice so far.

i write, and i could go on and on about why i do, how i do, etc., etc., but it would take ohtoolong... i'd rather just tell you a little heartbreaking tale to which i think you all could relate, because it pains me greatly and i would so like to have a little empathy thrown my way; nobody i know seems to really understand the devastating effect this has had on me. i've composed all of my writing from the past four years on a manual typewriter. i was going through it one day, sorting out my favorite pieces so that i could put together a compilation of my best. i figured i'd put all of those that made the cut into a folder and bring them to a copy place, to make an extra set to have on hand - just in case something happened to the originals. and then i lost the folder. my best writing from the past four years - gone. people tell me i'll find it someday, but that was last summer. there's an old story that i'm reminded of when i think of mine: one of hemingway's wives once left one of his novels (the only copy as well - those manual typewriter days. why did we both forget the carbon paper?!?) on a train, never to be recovered. i do console myself with the truth that i'm writing very well these days; this past year has been a good one for me in terms of what i've been getting down on paper. but still, i can't get back those four years of my life. i can't tell you how much i would do to have those writings returned to me. blue.

i write, and i could go on and on about why i do, how i do, etc., etc., but it would take ohtoolong... i'd rather just tell you a little heartbreaking tale to which i think you all could relate, because it pains me greatly and i would so like to have a little empathy thrown my way; nobody i know seems to really understand the devastating effect this has had on me. i've composed all of my writing from the past four years on a manual typewriter. i was going through it one day, sorting out my favorite pieces so that i could put together a compilation of my best. i figured i'd put all of those that made the cut into a folder and bring them to a copy place, to make an extra set to have on hand - just in case something happened to the originals. and then i lost the folder. my best writing from the past four years - gone. people tell me i'll find it someday, but that was last summer. there's an old story that i'm reminded of when i think of mine: one of hemingway's wives once left one of his novels (the only copy as well - those manual typewriter days. why did we both forget the carbon paper?!?) on a train, never to be recovered. i do console myself with the truth that i'm writing very well these days; this past year has been a good one for me in terms of what i've been getting down on paper. but still, i can't get back those four years of my life. i can't tell you how much i would do to have those writings returned to me. blue.

ok, junglediva, check this out: the first topic i ever posted here was "who the fuck are bts and what is their fucking problem?!?!?!?!?" and i believe i posted it on both the drama and the regular new york boards. but whatever. i originally asked how to identify these punkasses because of some assholes who were trying to pick my pocket (that it so lame it needs crutches) at boo. people basically responded to me that they're the morons that come to raves/parties/etc. to steal $/drugs, sell fake drugs, and start shit with people, not to mention spoiling the whole experience for everybody else. so, fuck giving them anymore attention, like everyone else has already said; besides, details magazine already did an article on them a while back, i've been told by a bunch of people.

man, why am i the fucking moron on this board! i've been raving since 1996, and i don't want to go into my history of all the other stuff i've done in my life, jesusmotherfuckingchrist... but what are kb's? all i seem to be doing here is posting technical topics, asking questions that everybody else knows the answers to. most of the ones i'm answering are life lesson/observational/opinion-seeking sort of topics; i hope that that all evens out, i'm always happy to share all i can.

jesus, you guys! what happened? i remember that sometime ago, when i was just getting to know the board, i asked what drama is. you guys just helped me out with that one. but i'm glad you worked all this out; reading your posts was really getting me down. increase the pizneace, yo.

jesus, you guys! what happened? i remember that sometime ago, when i was just getting to know the board, i asked what drama is. you guys just helped me out with that one. but i'm glad you worked all this out; reading your posts was really getting me down. increase the pizneace, yo.

i've only been to twilo once, and that was four years ago, so it doesn't count. my friend, who wishes to remain anonymous, has been there, but doesn't remember... neither of us has heard sasha and digweed, so we are thinking of going on the 26th, but i really am diggin' on paul van dyk's new album. i'm afraid that we might hate twilo and not want to come back for paul van dyk, or maybe that just my nameless friend (who has now decided that she wants to be known on this post as "smokey") won't want to return. i know we're being a little vague here, but smokey wants music that "will make me shake my ass," and i'm a trancegirl; i guess i already made that clear by declaring my love for p.v.d. question #1: should smokey and i skip s & d and wait to see p.v.d. to be on the safe side? we don't know if we can wait that long... and question #2: doesn't everyone just go to see sasha and digweed 'cause everybody else does? are they overrated or what ('cause nobody on the board ever talks about paul van dyk)? thank you guys, we are in such desperate need of booty shakin', and we appreciate all of your advice. [This message has been edited by weyes (edited 01-17-2001).]

ok, kids; i'm hella confused now... gravity said something about alcoholism, but that seemed to come from some sort of slang dictionary, and everyone else just ignored that, so i'm gonna assume that that's outdated. but what about the rest of all this ruckus? is the argument that some people believe that "juice" equals steroids and others believe these guys' built bodies are achieved by actual working out? that's what i'm getting here. but i think raver_mania got down to the real issue, which isn't steroid use, but that the guys to which you people are referring are assholes. is that what this is all about? 'cause i know the guys you're talking about, if that's so. well?

what exactly is a "juicehead" anyway? sorry, kids; i just can't seem to keep up with the lingo. some people were bashing them on the board recently, so i wanna know what makes a juicehead what he or she is. i'm a raver, so i'm assuming i don't know who juiceheads are because they don't frequent raves. educate me, please.

i fell in love at first sight once - swept off my feet by a lovelylovely sweetieboy... but he broke my heart in twelve hours. oooooo, the things he said and he was who he was - altogether it was just a combo that was like nothing else, and my heart that night was hearing it in just the way to spark something i couldn't stop. i can't even remember so many of the details now; it's such a whirlwind of an evening in my memory. but i know that i was mostly left without words at the time. he told me to meet him the next day, and i have no idea if i was even able to speak enough to say yes, but i made it perfectly clear that i'd be there, wide-eyedly nodding, overwhelmed by - yummmmmm... but i was where we were to meet the next afternoon, yes, about twelve hours later, and he didn't show. david, lost forever in so many places: the lack of lights that night, the words i couldn't whisper, and the feelings that took over my mind. but, divalicious, although my story is bittersweet, the sweetness is well worth it all. and my heart is still open, for i never want to be too hard to be stardustedly won.

disrespect to the king.

disrespect to the king.

i dunno about cartoon, but "pee-wee's playhouse" was the ultimate. and paul reubens went to my art school, so rock that. [This message has been edited by weyes (edited 01-15-2001).]

oooooo! for my b-day my friends got me the britney singles boxed set; it comes in a lunch box, along with a t-shirt, sunglasses, a lollipop, and undies (not too small, either!) that say, "oops!". you can't beat that.

ok, i think you're trying to be funny; you are, right? ending drama by bringing on more drama? that's ridiculo... what's this post all about, anyway? to what drama are we referring? people on the board are always talking about drama. are you talking about the assholes at raves/clubs? are you talking about asshole promoters? asshole club owners? assholes on the board? assholes at all? wassup with this anyway? please help me; i'm a wee bit confused.

hey, dstgeorge2, i can attest to the fact that cali raves aren't like that. i started my raving days in cali, and, well, no. granted, i was in southern cali, but, i'm willing to bet that the people who made the movie weren't talking exclusively about the san francisco scene. i went to parties that small, parties with map points, and parties in warehouses. i did even go to a $1 party. but here's the deal, the days when that shit worked are long gone, 'cause when i was FIRST doing that (in '97-98), it was already really hard to successfully carry those parties out - meaning hold them without them getting busted. sometimes the map point parties would be busted by the time you got there, after you'd paid for the map. a lot of the time too many people'd show up to the parties, even though they were kept on the dl (supposedly), and they'd get shut down just as they'd gotten started, ripping off the people who'd gotten in and only enjoyed the first and only hour of the party. and the $1 party i went to was mostly attended by jerks who wanted to start fights with the ravers; cheap admission, why not? anyway, "groove"'s look at raves was very unrealistic and dated, as far as i can tell. i no longer live in cali, but i'm willing to bet that the only reason the movie didn't have "smart drinks" was 'cause they couldn't fit blenders into the budget.

i'm just a wee bit sensitive about this, so i do take a bit of offense at you saying that i'm "bitching" about this. we had company over lastnight, and he was insulting me at the dinner table. i don't believe that that shit's appropriate, so neither is arguing about it or getting involved. so there i was, listening to him talk shit about what i was like from 1981 till now - basically a pain in the ass, according to him. i talk to my father on the phone just about everyday and we get along wonderfully. i see him too, so it's not as though my stepfather is my father figure. he's just the one i have to live with, because he goes along with my mother as a package deal. i don't want to "get back at" my stepfather; i just want to get out of this house, and i plan to by spring. all i can do for now is stay out as much as possible, and talk to him as little as possible when i do have the misfortune of having to live under his roof. but i do appreciate your support, i know you meant to wish me good things.

this isn't about me, retard. i don't know why your whore of a mother prefers fucking you without a condom; that's not my business.

that's because he was sucking your dick, shithead.

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well, i don't know where you find these girls. i won't ever have sex without a condom, even with any of you pompous assholes.

check this, kiddies: not to dump on the positivity or nuthin, but check out the topic entitled ""I Have a Dream" RAVE!!!!!" and consider it carefully. last year's event was the ONLY RAVE I'VE EVER BEEN TO that i've had such a memorably negative experience at, and that includes parties that have been busted!!!!! ... well, read my post. there were many others before me who had horror stories as well, so i just want to save you from any disappointment - i even think that may be the BEST possible outcome, in all seriousness. but if you have your heart set on going, i wish you all the best, and good luck.

you all are a bunch of freaks of nature. women, we are no longer children, and guys, are you pedophiles? pubic hair is something that comes along with adulthood - hello!!!!!!!! i believe in trimming, of course, but shaving is a little ridiculous and silly, not to mention painful for some of us.