Bling Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 today has been a very tough day for me in many respects.. lookin at one's life and not being happy is not an easy thing to accept..... I have tried so hard in many ways to improve myself, and still i feel empty....... only thing i have to look foward to lately is all of your friendships and the good times we have...but then at other times i come home and still feel like i have much more to give of myself........ maybe im just being dumb i dont know........... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
funketeer Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 maybe im just being dumb i dont know...........yeah, I agree 100% Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mdamon7278 Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 I got an idea, Start eating more, hit the gym, get big, lose those glasses, find a whore at the clubs, doesnt matter, if she is ugly or nice looking, fuck the shit out of her, and things will be alright, u know why, cause u just took a whore home, banger her and you're wallet is empty, so u got your moneys worth!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bling Posted July 13 Author Report Share Posted July 13 i tried contacts for a while it didnt work out too well ........ i want lasik surgery ......... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
philippio Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 today has been a very tough day for me in many respects.. lookin at one's life and not being happy is not an easy thing to accept..... I have tried so hard in many ways to improve myself, and still i feel empty....... only thing i have to look foward to lately is all of your friendships and the good times we have...but then at other times i come home and still feel like i have much more to give of myself........ maybe im just being dumb i dont know...........This thread will celebrate the inauguration of a new forum on CP... Blue & Sentimental Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
funketeer Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 i tried contacts for a while it didnt work out too well you tried contacts to fuck a whore? have you tried the yellow pages? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bling Posted July 13 Author Report Share Posted July 13 in general i havent been really myself lately... its been tough... vareity of reasons....... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
digitalphoenix Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 Try......... http://www.miamiescorts.com That should help your problem friend! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mdamon7278 Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 lololol, FUnk that was a good one!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrzyC Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 Bling think of this...Today my Dad, who is 68 years old, woke up and wasnt able to speak because on Friday he had all of his vocal cords removed due to throat cancer. While he has been laying in his hospital bed, unable to communicate the pain that he is in, the doctor just discovered that his feeding tube was coiled. Therefore, they had to try to reinsert the feeding tube through his nose TWICE...still not working, realizing that my father is in excruciating pain the doctor finally gives up and decides to feed him in another manner that my mother wont even discuss with me.Unable to voice his pain, suffering and frustration as you or I could, my dad is forced to convey all of this through writing. Did I mention that my dad did not go past the 8th grade? My father is the most strong, reliable and independent man I have ever met. He owns his own business and his only employee is himself. Therefore, while he is in the hospital suffering, my family has no income. There has never been a day that my dad didnt work at least 3 jobs to make sure that all his kids could eat, go to ballet class and have the things they needed AND wanted.Now, he lays in a hospital bed with a hole in his throat, unable to speak, unable to smell, unable to even breathe the way normal people do and there is nothing that anyone in the world can do for him, except love him.So, all I ask is think about that and then realize how lucky you are. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mdamon7278 Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 If Crzy still loved me, I would of married her, Beautifil words you spoke my love, you truly are the biggest sweetheart I know!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
philippio Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 Bling think of this...Today my Dad, who is 68 years old, woke up and wasnt able to speak because on Friday he had all of his vocal cords removed due to throat cancer. While he has been laying in his hospital bed, unable to communicate the pain that he is in, the doctor just discovered that his feeding tube was coiled. Therefore, they had to try to reinsert the feeding tube through his nose TWICE...still not working, realizing that my father is in excruciating pain the doctor finally gives up and decides to feed him in another manner that my mother wont even discuss with me.Unable to voice his pain, suffering and frustration as you or I could, my dad is forced to convey all of this through writing. Did I mention that my dad did not go past the 8th grade? My father is the most strong, reliable and independent man I have ever met. He owns his own business and his only employee is himself. Therefore, while he is in the hospital suffering, my family has no income. There has never been a day that my dad didnt work at least 3 jobs to make sure that all his kids could eat, go to ballet class and have the things they needed AND wanted.Now, he lays in a hospital bed with a hole in his throat, unable to speak, unable to smell, unable to even breathe the way normal people do and there is nothing that anyone in the world can do for him, except love him.So, all I ask is think about that and then realize how lucky you are.I can totally relate to that... My father had metastatic melanoma for 5 years because he didn't use sunscreen ever. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
funketeer Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 Bling think of this...Today my Dad, who is 68 years old, woke up and wasnt able to speak because on Friday he had all of his vocal cords removed due to throat cancer. While he has been laying in his hospital bed, unable to communicate the pain that he is in, the doctor just discovered that his feeding tube was coiled. Therefore, they had to try to reinsert the feeding tube through his nose TWICE...still not working, realizing that my father is in excruciating pain the doctor finally gives up and decides to feed him in another manner that my mother wont even discuss with me.Unable to voice his pain, suffering and frustration as you or I could, my dad is forced to convey all of this through writing. Did I mention that my dad did not go past the 8th grade? My father is the most strong, reliable and independent man I have ever met. He owns his own business and his only employee is himself. Therefore, while he is in the hospital suffering, my family has no income. There has never been a day that my dad didnt work at least 3 jobs to make sure that all his kids could eat, go to ballet class and have the things they needed AND wanted.Now, he lays in a hospital bed with a hole in his throat, unable to speak, unable to smell, unable to even breathe the way normal people do and there is nothing that anyone in the world can do for him, except love him.So, all I ask is think about that and then realize how lucky you are.wise woman I hope your dad feels better soon, for what I read he's a trooper. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
digitalphoenix Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 Bling think of this...Today my Dad, who is 68 years old, woke up and wasnt able to speak because on Friday he had all of his vocal cords removed due to throat cancer. While he has been laying in his hospital bed, unable to communicate the pain that he is in, the doctor just discovered that his feeding tube was coiled. Therefore, they had to try to reinsert the feeding tube through his nose TWICE...still not working, realizing that my father is in excruciating pain the doctor finally gives up and decides to feed him in another manner that my mother wont even discuss with me.Unable to voice his pain, suffering and frustration as you or I could, my dad is forced to convey all of this through writing. Did I mention that my dad did not go past the 8th grade? My father is the most strong, reliable and independent man I have ever met. He owns his own business and his only employee is himself. Therefore, while he is in the hospital suffering, my family has no income. There has never been a day that my dad didnt work at least 3 jobs to make sure that all his kids could eat, go to ballet class and have the things they needed AND wanted.Now, he lays in a hospital bed with a hole in his throat, unable to speak, unable to smell, unable to even breathe the way normal people do and there is nothing that anyone in the world can do for him, except love him.So, all I ask is think about that and then realize how lucky you are. Strenght lays within. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bling Posted July 13 Author Report Share Posted July 13 Bling think of this...Today my Dad, who is 68 years old, woke up and wasnt able to speak because on Friday he had all of his vocal cords removed due to throat cancer. While he has been laying in his hospital bed, unable to communicate the pain that he is in, the doctor just discovered that his feeding tube was coiled. Therefore, they had to try to reinsert the feeding tube through his nose TWICE...still not working, realizing that my father is in excruciating pain the doctor finally gives up and decides to feed him in another manner that my mother wont even discuss with me.Unable to voice his pain, suffering and frustration as you or I could, my dad is forced to convey all of this through writing. Did I mention that my dad did not go past the 8th grade? My father is the most strong, reliable and independent man I have ever met. He owns his own business and his only employee is himself. Therefore, while he is in the hospital suffering, my family has no income. There has never been a day that my dad didnt work at least 3 jobs to make sure that all his kids could eat, go to ballet class and have the things they needed AND wanted.Now, he lays in a hospital bed with a hole in his throat, unable to speak, unable to smell, unable to even breathe the way normal people do and there is nothing that anyone in the world can do for him, except love him.So, all I ask is think about that and then realize how lucky you are.i cant even respond to that... u took my breath away with that post. im so sorry... im not trying to be annoying . if i am im so sorry ... i just think so much at times.. ........ i am deeply sorry about your father carisa..... he def is a strong and noble man........ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrzyC Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 Sorry guys, I didnt mention to get all "Bling-ish" on ya. Just soemthing I have been dealing with for months now and it all kinda came pouring out.Much Love for you guys! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bling Posted July 13 Author Report Share Posted July 13 well im crying now..... not afraid to admit it..... ur post really hit home...ur a good friend carisa...... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
skywalker01 Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 BLING: QUIT FU*KIN' LOOKIN' AT YOUR GLASS AS HALF EMPTY!! think of the things that you have to be thankful for (pretend it's a thursday in november if you must) seriously man, try positive thinking, you will be amazed. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
funketeer Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 i cant even respond to that... u took my breath away with that post. im so sorry... im not trying to be annoying . if i am im so sorry ... i just think so much at times.. ........ i am deeply sorry about your father carisa..... he def is a strong and noble man........you are not annoying homeboy, if you posted this is because you expected some kind of trascendental response, in this case Carissa just left us all thinking that life indeed is beautiful and the will to live is what ultimately drives us.Thanks C Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mdamon7278 Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 Damnit Bling, look down, U have a dick, go out and use it, U have a positive attuitude, go to a bar, start crying, girls will feel bad and want to fuck U, its the only way, May the CP force be with u, oh btw, use condoms!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
blondboheme Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 it's true you have to appreciate what you have while you have it, we all learn this lesson eventually.bling, so sorry yer down honey, maybe you need a new hobby Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bling Posted July 13 Author Report Share Posted July 13 i def try. every weekend i go out i have a fuckin blast. i live life and try to soak in all the goodness that this city offers. goin to hear the locals i love so much really is a wonderful thing...... their music has def impacted my life in a positive way........ hard to understand but true .......... i guess i was thinkin too much lately of some decisions i made in the past regarding my leaving law school among other things and it really got me down...... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrzyC Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 Yeah Bling, you arent annoying at all. Your post just allowed me to vent and cry about something I havent talked to anyone about. So...thank you Bling. Muah! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
philippio Posted July 13 Report Share Posted July 13 Sometimes when I lay in bed I get frustrated if I haven't properly sorted the recyclables from the garbage and it keeps me awake at night. SO I have to get out of bed and check to make sure all the glass and plastic and newspapers are where they belong. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bling Posted July 13 Author Report Share Posted July 13 Yeah Bling, you arent annoying at all. Your post just allowed me to vent and cry about something I havent talked to anyone about. So...thank you Bling. Muah!it was very difficult for me to write what i wrote and i know it was hard for you as well. very hard. but u know what.......... i will always be upfront and honest with myself and others....... sometimes too honest... but thats who i am ..... and im proud of myself. and go to sleep at nite happy knowing i have cool friends like you and an amazing family ......... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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