goddessoflove

I got some the Saturday before last, but now I'm hornier than ever and prolly won't be getting any for a while... ::sigh:: This sucks. XO, G

Perception is everything, it's true. If that guy didn't tell anyone that he was a former paid-professional, she'd be none the wiser and may even have gotten it on with him or be falling for him already. Scary when you think about all the things people *may not* be telling the truth about... I still think I'd rather take my chances on door number 2 if I know there's a prostitute/porn-star behind door number 1. And yo, I'm pretty open-minded about this stuff but taking money for sex... that just takes a certain kind of person that I don't think I wanna be dealing with. There's plenty of other ways to make a buck. XO, G

Wait, I take that back. Former-prostitute? Definitely N-O. And that thumbs-up in my other post was unintentional, btw. Promiscuous, no problem; professional, big problem. Yuck. XO, G

Hmmmmm.... I am on the fence here: On one hand I think; Like him? Then date him. Don't like him? Then don't. But on the other hand, that might be the equivalent of prostitution that he was doing back there. That leaves a really bad taste in my mouth... Judgement call, sweetie. I think I might decline unless I was really, really into the guy. XO, G

Really? Wow! I am genuinely surprised by this... The idea of not liking oral is inconceivable to me... I mean maybe giving it isn't for everyone, but receiving!?! Hmmm... Bad experience or personal issues notwithstanding, she needs help. Show her the light, boyfrombrooklyn! XO, G

Say what?!? I've never heard of a guy being anything less than completely psyched about anal, where'd you find this novice glowgirl? I say throw him back and get one that knows what's up... Maybe it's just that I have a good eye for my fellow sex-maniacs, but my lovers have ALWAYS been down and usually it's them doing the asking... XO, G

I'm in total agreement here. Sex acts = sex. If I'm doing one or some I'm def going for it all! XO, G

Awww shucks, thanks sweetie, the enamouring is mutual... XO, G

Very nice! Handsome *and* talented... XO, G

Short hair for the boys; the shorter the better. Long for me for sure. Tried it short-short for a while and then realized - there's never been a playboy centerfold with short hair, has there? And the only short-haired girl in the porno is that third 'extra' girl who never gets it *good* from any of the hotties. Of course short haired girls are sexy too, but for better or worse, long hair is traditionally a sex symbol accessory and for someone as sex-obsessed as me it's a no-brainer. XO, G

Below the neck I am almost always almost completely hairless and I love it that way. For my man tho, I can go either way but I suppose I prefer less given the choice... hairy is ok too, then you know you're with a real MAN-MAN, not like a sissy girly man. Whatever, I luv them all... XO, G

Without a doubt, Steve Lawler's GU CD. Jeez, it's so sexy... I play it whenever I think I may be gettin some. XO, G

The words 'slut' and 'player' aren't in my vocabulary. People are people and they act on their sexuality, and I like it that way. F what anyone thinks; anyone who's opinion matters wouldn't judge by such a criteria. XO, G

Yeah, I've seen that too and don't get it either. Maybe it's for women who've had babies and are all stretched out now? Wotta wacky world we live in... XO, G

E-V-E-R-Y time. Goddam, especially the first couple days, it's all I can think about and I have to get off like 3x a day. At least. Really, that's like before I even get out of bed in the morning. But who'm I kidding, I'm like that almost all the time. Just more so on those days... XO, G

Me on top, please. Especially if he's sitting up, like on the couch, so I can have my feet on the floor and it's easier to ride him... Dam, what a tease... I'm all revved up now. XO, G

Welcome! XO, G

'Angel' and 'I Love You' Giggle, giggle... XO, G

Me too, for sure! XO, G

CORRECTION! I had an intercourse orgasm this weekend! Woooohoooo! Yipppeeee! It was f-ing awesome! It was brief tho, cuz when it happened I was like holy smokes! and I lost my focus on the sex I wasn't even trying, it just happened... Ahhhh, yeah, life is really good now! Can't wait to do that like 500 more times... *very satisfied smile* G

C-U-D-D-L-E! XO, G (That's my fave, but everything is awesome on E, of course)

You are just like a dog with a bone over there kid, don't go changin... XO, G

And.... SHE SCORES!!!! <smoking cigarette and giggling to self> Yeah... life is gooooood. XO, G

The worst part is that because I have been brought up with those double standards too, I feel like I always have to supress my natural impulses rather than act on them (i.e. why I won't sleep around even tho sometimes I really want to). Sometimes I wish I could just do what I really want to do without having to police myself so much. That said, I don't really think about it much. Boys rock, faults and all! Their being dumb just makes it easier to tell the maybes from the hell-nos... XO, G

I just remembered something I wrote last August on this topic. It's not revised much from how I wrote it that night, but might make my point well anyway: I met you at the club tonight. Goddam, you are so fly. We’ve been talking and dancing and eyeing each other every way possible in a room full of sex. It’s all around us and I know I’m dressed for it and I know you can tell how badly I want you but, oh baby, the pain of not having you… it’s a delicious agony I can’t possibly describe adequately. There’s no way I’ll be able to make you understand how, although I’m only standing next to you, I can feel you, like you are all over me, on my skin, and inside of me, in my mouth, my head, my senses. I’m so close and we haven’t even kissed yet. But we will. And oh, goddam, baby, I am going to kiss you… sometime, somewhere, like a lover, because I’ll know you then. After hours and days of sitting across from you in civilized rooms, walking with you on decent streets, getting inside of you the only way I can for now because I can’t love you right yet. Let me know you right; what you are, what you want, what you need and what I can do that will push you higher and higher and then over that edge, that edge you didn't even know was there. Let me learn how to drive you so far, so far it seems there’s no way back. You’ve never been there before and I want to be the one to take you there. Where you can’t think straight though you’re sober, and all you can do is moan my name over and over and beg me please though you don’t even know what you want except more, more, more. I’ll know you right then and you’ll see why it’s better this way. I’ll know you right then and I’ll show you love. Real love. The kind we both should have, even if it’s not forever. 8/00 G "yesidohavetimeonmyhandstoday"