same kind of thing happened to me. give give give EVERYTHING and get it all taken... but, now ive moved on. :skull: the key is not to let it make you feel down on yourself. you can still find creativity in yourself, you are still you. this is just an opportunity to grow as an individual and find yourself, rethink life, use what has happened as a way to express new things.... its gonna hurt, but on the other hand you cant keep pushing somene when what you want and what they want are different. you need to step away. maybe things will work out between you and your girl, but if she wants space, give it to her, if you dont, she will resent you for it. i dont know anything, i wish i could say something more helpful. im sorry that you feel like shit, i feel your pain.