when i was getting some action from the ex, i think i had deep down wanted him to want me back.......that didnt happen though just smelling his cologne, being in his apartment brought back so many memories which SUCKED cuz he didnt feel the same way well...........its all good now cuz im with someone 100 times better and my ex called me around halloween time (after 9 months of not speaking).......he was saying how i never changed, im still so cool and not psychotic...........oh well buddy, day late dollar short