I never really had a childhood...I had more of childlike moments. I do look back though and remember when I didnt have bills to pay I'm 21 and I also feel like I'm constantly evolving. It seems that within the past year I have less time with my friends, and more time is focused on my bf, family, working, and getting myself financially situated. I went to college for a semester and I want to go back so I still have to work towards that. I've had the same friends for years, and hopefully it'll stay that way. I need stability, but things usually level off for a bit, then take a turn in one direction or another. I always want more...as soon as I get something, although I appreciate what I have I'm aiming for something better or a different goal, so a lot of the time, change is welcome.