pattbateman

not hick town dude upper middle class suburb of cleveland. fucking sucks i hate everything about it need to move to large city as soon as i graduate in the spring, somewhere thats cultured and has a large aray of different types of people this place i live in is just not the place for me at this time in my life i am going fucking insane living here

i strongly believe that pot if earths answer for anxiety, because im guessing people have always had it and pot takes it away. i smoke everynight before bed as well

everyone i am friends with is full of shit. they all hang out with eachother and tell lies. they dont even know they are doing it. wether it be about their job position, money they make, girls they do, what the fuck ever they just tell eachother complete and utter bullshit. i cant take it. they all talk shit about eachother and then hang with eachother. not like little shit talking either like spreading nasty rumors and talking mad crazy shit. now if i talk shit about someone and say how much i hate them i do not hang out with them. if i say i hate going to the local bars to see the same fucking people and talk about the same fucking things that ive seen and talked about the last pretty much 8 years since i started highschool and have a huge deep conversation about it like i have with some of my friendsI DO NOT GO but my friends have these deep convos about how we need to get out of here and how they totally dispise this shitty suburb of cleveland i live in! but they are sucked in it like a worm hole. there is no escape for them. they will continue this forever and never leave. ive vowed to never go to a local bar again. i used to be one like my friends who fuckin lied and bs about everything but i realized i was full of shit and it had to stop. sad that i had to trip to realize the bullshit i was right in the middle of

pass me some of that shit!

sounds like a fun time!

if i had 50 grand more in my bank account i would already be there!

trippin on DXM is a crazy ass feeling, i did it once and watched lord of the rings and smoked a lot of pot it was probably the best movie watching experience of my life. as crazy as it sounds. but when the trip first hits you if you do not have a strong mind and you cant realize that the feeling WILL end sometime whatch the fuck out! ive seen people flip their fuckin lids on that shit. hiding in closets fearing for their lives. now for some reason i have done it more than a few times because of the accesability of the drug and i myself i had the feeling of death and what it would feel like if i were to die the extreme fear that goes along with. but for somereason i like it i know i can handle it so hence i like trying to control my mind it makes me feel like a more powerful person. and yes i have done this with dxm, take grape juice, didnt really do anything.

ever have a SERIOUS anxiety attack its the worst feeling ive ever had and i wouldnt of known what the fuck was wrong with me without information like that i just thought i was actually having a heart attack. for years i never knew what the fuck was wrong with me now ive learned to control it myself but i still get a script for xanax. and they are great! take an oxy dude they will put those vikes to shame!

what the fuck does hmmmmm mean? im just asking if anyone ever has trouble getting drugs while out and about for a weekend if so i will arange something with my buddy im from cleveland and yes if you dont live in the ghetto you cant just go walk around by the clubs DT and get drugs anywhere its a small ass shitty city i figured LA would be like NYC where you can get what ever you want at pretty much any corner

to big of a pussy to ever kill anyone im just a person who thinks about things more than you can ever imagine so when you always think about deep ass shit you come accross some crazy ass thoughts

who the fuck closed that thread??? anyways dude i think i am your twin i feel the same exact fucking way you do not about trying to go to sleep thinking about shooting people but i have thought about it before just in the heat of things im talking about that other comment you made well you have to become shallow, narcissistic, self-absorbed, and insufferably arrogant. Then you have to not commit to anything beyond a cell phone contract. fuck multiple women and convince them they all are "the only one" Become purely utilitarian and totally selfish in bed, dismissive of the desires of others, and care less about anyone’s happiness but your own. fuck in all honesty i think thats pretty much me to a tee! as i would never admit it if it were not for the mask of confidentialality that the internet creates but its nice to let it out that i am a crazy fuck who really at this point in my life doesnt give a fuck about anyone else but myself i would like to change that but i just dont see it changing. i know for a fact that a lot more people are like me but will never admit it and always try and hide it. but slowly i am coming to my senses and realizing who i really am. because for years i was one of the people trying to cover it up and hide it, hence how i would know the tactics people use to cover up themselves being "shallow, narcissistic, self-absorbed, and insufferably arrogant"

she is fucking sexy as fuck! PICS! PICS! PICS!

ok im thinking about going to LA for new years i kind of want to get the planning started already so i am not rushing and paying a shit load of money whats with the tiesto party i heard a little about but i cant seem to find any info on google? whats the deal???? and is it hard to get drugs in LA???? my friend lives there and can get them but he is going to vegas just as i am getting to LA so we never cross paths. im just wondering if i should have him hide some somewhere or will it be easy for me to get them on my own????

im here in cleveland not exactly the culture captial of the world. i was wondering if anyone has seen the machinist yet?? the reviews were amazing for it and i just saw the trailor online and it looked really good? it came out october 22 but it wont be shown here until the first week of december even then it will be in limited release. i have no idea why but anyways anyone seen it????

who is she? MORE LINKS AND OR PICS!!!!!!!!

mexico?

cause he is funny as shit and right on about EVERYTHING he just said there!

i love pot!

cocaine keeps me moving and is also herbal! or thats what i tell myself!

best thing ive ever bought a smoke machine i fill up my room with smoke get high listen to dark side and play tiger or madden! or watch a movie its the best experience ever!

ive been listening to that for the past month at least once a day!

stoned: any trance, classic rock, old outkast, pretty much anything thats good! rolling: trance coke: any 80's song, disco, house, trance,

oxy have been around for a very long time. people are just hearing about them now? rush limbaugh?

whos bringing the police?!

yeah no shit anyone got any real info on this shit?!!!!!?