fierydesire Posted April 24 Report Share Posted April 24 ...when I saw his face and flashbacks of good times came rushing back. Those enchanting green eyes, those long, full eyelashes filled my mind once again. My thoughts all shaken up and scattered. My face in shock as my eyes began to blur slowly destroying my vision. The first tear falls down my face. I wipe it and board the train, while slowly staring to normalize and go on.......Why did I have to see him? I feared this day would come. I thought I would be ready when I did see him but no, I clammed up and became frozen. It's been a year since we went our separate ways, so wouldn't you think my heart would have been mended by now? I guess not! All my fears come rushing back, about love, about commitment....He who made me bitter, scared to ever love another, why can I not just hate you? Was my love for you so strong that I ever hating you is non-existent? Why the fuck do emotions tease and taunt you? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
phuturephunk Posted April 24 Report Share Posted April 24 . . . . soul . . . . . . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
clubkat Posted April 24 Report Share Posted April 24 'tiz love lost. . .gotta hate the way of the heart. . . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nycchic24 Posted April 24 Report Share Posted April 24 hmm definitely been there ... i think we've all been there.sorry girl my heart goes out to you. sounds like you have a case of "non closure" Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
snarfgirl22 Posted April 24 Report Share Posted April 24 same thing happened to me the other day i saw the only boy to really smash my heart when i was driving i had an anxiety attack and almost ran into a tree....why could someone i thought i loved leave me with such emotional baggage???weird stuff it all is and god does it hurt.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jy Posted April 24 Report Share Posted April 24 well..you'll never be able to forget what you had with someone.. and if the relationship ended in a way that you didn't see comming I don't think it's fair to say that you'll ever get over it..memories live forever and when you're faced with them they all come rushing back...i hope you feel better babe Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fierydesire Posted April 24 Author Report Share Posted April 24 phunk...soul:confused: CK muahzNychic..I gues there is no closure:( Jy..thanx babe....I thought there would be closure, cause I have met someone new who makes me soo very happy.....IDK...emotions suck Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tastyt Posted April 24 Report Share Posted April 24 Aww, I'm sorry Z. That sucks when you think you're totally over someone and it turns out the feelings were just buried, but they never really died... :( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
joeg Posted April 24 Report Share Posted April 24 learn to detach... (easier said than done... and not everyone can) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jy Posted April 24 Report Share Posted April 24 Originally posted by fierydesire Jy..thanx babe....np babe if you wanna talk about it or something, just pm me feel better sooon Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
spud044 Posted May 8 Report Share Posted May 8 thats weird.... because everytime i see this girl, she refuses to say a word to me or even look at me. it breaks my heart that we had something so special and so true.... but things have changed and so has she, its like i dont know her anymore.... and i truely and wholoeheartidly miss her. i miss her everyday, i miss her hugs, i miss her smiles, and i just miss her.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Destiny Posted May 8 Report Share Posted May 8 I am so sorry...I know how much that hurts...some relationships hit us harder then we intend them too and all we can do is deal with the pain and it sucks. Feel better:) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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