iamme Posted March 26 Report Share Posted March 26 So, seeing my X for the first time in 6 months in order to exchange our belongings (she has my $300 mountain bike, I have a bunch of her garbage). The only contact we've had since the breakup was only one time, in a moment of weakness, i IMed her to see if her aunt was ok (she had very bad case of cancer). Background: dated for more than a year and a half, was very much in love with this girl in many ways, and was pretty damn serious about the relationship. well, i thought this feeling was mutual, blah blah blah, she felt like she needed to be alone, figure herself out, and that she felt like our relationship has become more like a friendship (i was her best friend..), blah blah blah. The truth is, she never gave me a difinitive answer to why we broke up, and it never made any sense...and whats shittier is that she didnt even have the balls to bring the way she felt up. i had to flip out one day because she was acting very indifferent and had to HELP HER break up with me like i was her friggin psychiatrist or some shit. such garbage...ok, im getting off track. My question is this...how sould i act tomorrow? I still feel betrayed, hurt, and feel that she was and is a coward, but of course i will always love this girl...unfortunately. My inclination is just drop the shit off, take my bike, and just leave...as little words as possible. Should i even try and see how she's doing? see how she feels? i dont know if there could ever be any sort of future, friendship or otherwise for us, but i wouldnt want to hurt the chance of such a possibility, because this girl really understood me (which is tough). On the other hand, even though i know i will always somehow love her, im not sure if i could ever trust her again.actually what i really kind of feel like doing, is telling her that i hope she has a miserable life full of regrets and failures, and that she never reaches any of her goals or dreams, and that every memory of her, of us, was ruined by that last hour of our "relationship".....but ive already ruled that out so what u think? id really appreciate any input on this and/or my insanity. thanks.- iamme Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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