silver05 Posted April 14 Report Share Posted April 14 went to a few rehabs and tc's....jail....then I just decided to quit and that was itMuch credit to you! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rollrgrll222 Posted April 14 Author Report Share Posted April 14 ehhh....I was clean for 15 months....just recently relapsed and it sucks.....it's stressful to have everyone believe your doing the right thing when you know your not....augh...I'm tired Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
silver05 Posted April 14 Report Share Posted April 14 ehhh....I was clean for 15 months....just recently relapsed and it sucks.....it's stressful to have everyone believe your doing the right thing when you know your not....augh...I'm tiredI know what you mean. 15 months is a long while. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rollrgrll222 Posted April 14 Author Report Share Posted April 14 yeah...but I just gave in to my desire to use.....and I must admit, I've been havin fun but it's gonna stop Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
silver05 Posted April 14 Report Share Posted April 14 yeah...but I just gave in to my desire to use.....and I must admit, I've been havin fun but it's gonna stopThat's the problem, it's so damn fun. My need to experiment is also out there, but I'll be ok. I guess the best thing for me is, shit is hard to come by. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
barraquilla Posted April 15 Report Share Posted April 15 group sex, and i was really only into one of the peoplebut that's not crazy... um, did it involve another dude or just really ugly bitches? jk Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rollrgrll222 Posted April 15 Author Report Share Posted April 15 I go to great lengths to get my shit and I make sure it is always available at all hours...no matter what Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NOT IN USE Posted April 15 Report Share Posted April 15 but that's not crazy... um, did it involve another dude or just really ugly bitches? jk ouch bro Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
it290 Posted April 15 Report Share Posted April 15 all guys, some not so hot Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crowina Posted April 15 Report Share Posted April 15 when is that?yeah...but I just gave in to my desire to use.....and I must admit, I've been havin fun but it's gonna stop Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crowina Posted April 15 Report Share Posted April 15 what is your drug of choice anyway?I go to great lengths to get my shit and I make sure it is always available at all hours...no matter what Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ecks05 Posted April 15 Report Share Posted April 15 What ever happened to exchanging money for what you want? It seems easier and makes more sense then group sex, suckin dick, stealing... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rollrgrll222 Posted April 15 Author Report Share Posted April 15 heroin and crack/cocaine....usually mix the two together.....I was using IV for 6 years....then started smoking too....whoa...that shit got real crazy real fast!!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rollrgrll222 Posted April 15 Author Report Share Posted April 15 I haven't used for alittle while...I only dib-n-dab now....I don't want a repeat of my past Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
intoxikated Posted April 15 Report Share Posted April 15 I really haven't had anything too crazy happen in that respect...one time, my bf and i met these kids at a really seedy club for afterhours on the LES, and they were like reformed latin kings or something, totally methed out...we ended up going back to their house (since they lived in my bf's neighborhood) and doing more drugs with them on sun afternoon...the next week, they said that they could hook us up with really great drugs, and since i was having the hardest time finding them back then, i thought it would be a cool idea...they met me in the city and i gave them $200 like a moron and said that i would wait on a corner for them to come back from their friend's house with the drugs...of course, they never came back...i was just really stupid and naive back then, though...oh wellz, it was a learning experience Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crowina Posted April 16 Report Share Posted April 16 A dib-and dab of freebase? I am sorry and with all respect I have a hard time believing half the stuff you write. I will admit, I never met you, I don’t know anything about you, other than what you write… But girl, you need take a step back and read what you write… As far as drug use and what I have done. Well, I’ve never did anything sexually… and with anything else, I never got caught… So I share that with myself and the guy upstairs… It’s just so sad to read your posts sometimes; I hope half the stuff you say is to just get attention… Let me say if you are an addict, you will see where I am coming from reading your posts… You post like you are proud of what you do, and of course the only appraise you are going to get is from people on this board… Since I am being honest, you know the people on here are lightweights compared to what you’ve done, and do… So you are getting support and attention from most people that would have no clue or shit in their pants if they lived one day in your shoes… If you talk to co-freebasers, you would not get such support… Even to freebase once in a while, you get the flu symptoms from withdrawal… I hope you take thought to my words and go to the kool-Aid stand… (you should know what that is)God Bless!I haven't used for alittle while...I only dib-n-dab now....I don't want a repeat of my past trigger55 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
it290 Posted April 16 Report Share Posted April 16 i don't know anything about rollgirl's situation, but you can freebase occaisionally. if fact I personally have no idea why anyone would get addicted to the stuff, much less pay for it. and I've spent a couple afternoons hitting the pipe every 10 minutes with buddies, just to see if I'd get it, but I don't (I'm not complaining about that). Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crowina Posted April 17 Report Share Posted April 17 ^ sorry i ment to say speedball... forgot the term and said the wrong thing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
taintedlove Posted April 17 Report Share Posted April 17 I hope half the stuff you say is to just get attention… Let me say if you are an addict, you will see where I am coming from reading your posts… You post like you are proud of what you do, and of course the only appraise you are going to get is from people on this board…God Bless!Funny,I too thought the same things when reading from her post's Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NOT IN USE Posted April 17 Report Share Posted April 17 i don't know anything about rollgirl's situation, but you can freebase occaisionally. if fact I personally have no idea why anyone would get addicted to the stuff, much less pay for it. and I've spent a couple afternoons hitting the pipe every 10 minutes with buddies, just to see if I'd get it, but I don't (I'm not complaining about that).its takes about 5 times with good stuff...to "get it"..u blow out and u feel orgasmicit is the best feeling of any drug...but it lasts so short...the drug seems cheap, but its mega-expensive..$10 lasts you maybe 20 minutes..... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
disk-ofreak Posted April 17 Report Share Posted April 17 I really haven't had anything too crazy happen in that respect...one time, my bf and i met these kids at a really seedy club for afterhours on the LES, and they were like reformed latin kings or something, totally methed out...we ended up going back to their house (since they lived in my bf's neighborhood) and doing more drugs with them on sun afternoon...the next week, they said that they could hook us up with really great drugs, and since i was having the hardest time finding them back then, i thought it would be a cool idea...they met me in the city and i gave them $200 like a moron and said that i would wait on a corner for them to come back from their friend's house with the drugs...of course, they never came back...i was just really stupid and naive back then, though...oh wellz, it was a learning experiencedon't feel stupid EVERYONE gets ripped off,my friend from jersey got this mysterious phone call from soem kid he never met saying he would hook him up with a lot of pils, so he drove to the city gave him 500 dollars and waited 2 hoursand never got the pills..that though is kinda stupid,not to long ago a close friend of a friend hooked up another close friend,this kid knew the dealer well, but he gave him money, (they had to get spotted from mad ppl cause it was a lot of pills)and never saw him again, and thats from someone he knew!!!btw, why have sex for drugs????..just date a drug dealer Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
intoxikated Posted April 17 Report Share Posted April 17 yeah ppl suck...when those kids ripped me off, we had just met his mother the previous night...but then again, i was wayyy too trusting back then. I'd never have sex for drugs...whats the point?? Thank God I''ve never gotten to that point..so far, all of my drug experiences have just been really fun and non-addictive Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkornre Posted April 17 Report Share Posted April 17 i sold some personal possesions to get the money to buy shit....i stole $$$ from my mom several times to pay for shit....i went months without paying bills... intoxikated 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
disk-ofreak Posted April 18 Report Share Posted April 18 i used to know a girl who worked a 2nd job just for her coke habit Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
trajik Posted April 18 Report Share Posted April 18 i used to know a girl who worked a 2nd job just for her coke habitLike the late-night staff at Subway that's in and out of the bathroom with a "runny nose?" Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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