lady thats awesome, to be with your first and im sure your first love my experience sucked badass. i was 14, and for some reason i had it in my head that no boy would ever kiss me cause i thought i was ugly. so this kid showed interest and i was so excited. we hung out like twice, and we snuck into my parents basement when they werent home. i french kissed for the first time, had a guy touch my boobs, see me naked, finger me, the whole nine. i never even saw a dick til then. i remember being amazed and wondering why it was sticking straight out lol. so we tried to have sex but it wouldnt go in, tried and tried and tired for about 20 minutes maybe. then it finally did, and omfg it hurt worse than anything i ever felt in my life. i screamed cause i couldnt take the pain and my parents at that point came home and heard me... they both ran downstairs, my dad screamed at this kid to get the hell outta my house and my mom slapped the shit outta me. lol. never saw him again btw.