lollib Posted February 27 Report Share Posted February 27 Thanks for answering all my questions. Seems like you are on your way to doing the right thing. Best of luck! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
clubgyrl00 Posted February 27 Report Share Posted February 27 That's one of the hardests concepts of addiction to deal with...the environment, which plays a huge role. You learn to associate certain environments with the drug, ex clubs or your bedroom, whatever...In one study i had to read for school, coke addicts were shown lines of fake coke on a mirror and physiologically, their heart rates were allready raised from just the sight of what appeared to be coke. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Evan Posted February 27 Author Report Share Posted February 27 My problem is that I associated it with movies and TV also. I would do mad amounts while watching and become part of the show. I would be hanging with the smurfs one hour, killing Kenny on South Park another hour, then entering the Matrix later. Now when I watch TV, I feel like I need to do other things to compensate. So, I placed my PC close by, and multitask taking my mind off the cravings. When I'm watching a Sci Fi movie and can't stop reminsicing, I grab a low carb meal replacement bar and chow down. That usually helps.I know people that will not go out at all without bumps in their pocket. Even on first dates, they need to have it to take the edge off. I've been there, so I know exactly how that feels.Evan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
clubgyrl00 Posted February 27 Report Share Posted February 27 Evan, I know what u mean!! I have a very low attention span now when watching tv...i often used to wonder if i would ever be able to have as deep and be fulley interested in long conversations again, like those i was used to from many nites of coke...After awhile, you begin to associate certain drugs with "fun" and you wonder if you'll ever be able to have fun without them...thankfully, it took a complete change of friends and a lot of time spent with my family, and a wonderful boyfriend to realize that having fun does not always constitute using drugs. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest hotshit Posted March 5 Report Share Posted March 5 Evan, interesting history. I was going to ask you how you met those people in your San Gennaros 2002 photos. I know most of them, their from jersey. They live in my town, I was looking at your photos and I was like oh shit I know those people! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Evan Posted March 6 Author Report Share Posted March 6 Yo..those are my peeps from Union! Red, Pete, Will, etc. They are elsewhere on the site too.Evan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
velvetropeprod Posted March 25 Report Share Posted March 25 This thread is a joke right? Hey Evan, I want to buy a mug and a mouse pad with a picture of you on it. Can u hook me up? Hahahaha, bro, I lived a similar life without spending the money. So, what's the big deal? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Evan Posted March 25 Author Report Share Posted March 25 Yeah.. The company that did the flash include the tshirts, coffee mugs shit as their revenue maker. I have no control of that. As for the story, wouldn't u have liked someone that could have warned you of the dangers of going toward this life. You were lucky that u didn't spend the money (which is really hard to beleive if u lead the same kind of life.). What about the health risk as well as your risk to getting caught. This story isn't about showing off or saying I did more shit than you. It's about the carp that I put my life through because of drugs.Evan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
velvetropeprod Posted March 25 Report Share Posted March 25 Listen bro, anyone that has lead half a life thinks they should write a book. And just because u have pics of yourself with the transies like Nicole, from SF doesn't impress me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Evan Posted March 25 Author Report Share Posted March 25 There is ONE page of Nicole on my site. She came to one of my parties. Don't try bringing up TS' on my site. I'm tried of hearing about them. And I'm not trying to "impress" you. This story was NOT about impressing anyone. I could have talked about orgies, drug parties, etc... But I didn't. I wanted to talk about how easy it is to fall off the deep end like I did. Anyway, the story wasn't just for you. I got some really great e-mails and IMs from people who decided that this story had woken them up and made a difference in their lives. That means a thousand times more to me than your petty insults.Evan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
velvetropeprod Posted March 25 Report Share Posted March 25 Hey man, I'm not trying to insult you. And I have nothing against the trannies. I'm glad some people have e-mailed you and IMed you and whatever. I personally didn't see why you thought your story was so interesting when you could go to Factory and Saturday and find 3000 people with the same story. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Crackorn Posted March 26 Report Share Posted March 26 Originally posted by velvetropeprod you could go to Factory and Saturday and find 3000 people with the same story. Yes, but they aren't sharing with the intent to possibly help other people. Hence the purpose of this thread. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
velvetropeprod Posted March 26 Report Share Posted March 26 Thanks crack. Anyway... this kid Evan started doing drugs to get more attention and to make friends and to get laid. So now he is bragging about his great life of drugs and girls and parties that he had... HAD. Now he's bored again and is re-juvinating the stories to get more attention. And that, crack, is why he is on here, not to help you, to get more attention.OF COURSE, THAT'S JUST MY OPINION, I COULD BE WRONG! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Evan Posted March 26 Author Report Share Posted March 26 True..i DID do drugs to get all that. But again, I have thousnads of better stories to tell if I was trying to show off. This is not about that. Whether you can accept that is totally up to you. I am actually using this thread as an example of what people in rehab cvan do for themselves. This has been one of the best decisions I've had in a while to express the loss and grief that drugs has caused.Evan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
velvetropeprod Posted March 26 Report Share Posted March 26 Hey, if you're doing this to honestly try and help people, good for you. I'm done with this. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
housedog Posted April 1 Report Share Posted April 1 Evan this was very intresting reading. I am glad you have the strength to remember and write about it. I feel bad it is all over the web (the job interview, that sucks but it's funny too) But if it helps people to think about it and stop. Then it was worth it. I stopped doing K almost 2 years ago. Just a nasty drug. Maybe you can put all your stories on your site. So they dont end up everywhere.Take care and dont give up. Keep writing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zlatang Posted April 2 Report Share Posted April 2 Originally posted by somebitch evan, you really piss me off u fucken pansy boy. u r gonna get a disease and drop dead fucking all these "women".. you are an idiot. you expect people to believe that anyone PMs u about your boring little petty life with all the trannies running around your apartment & u telling us how hot your "girlfriends" are. it is people like u that make me wanna i hope i never meet another pathetic/disrespectful/worthless loser like yourself in my life. have some respect for life, for the "women" u bring home & for yourself. and do us a favor and stop acting like anyone cares. shush....he seems to have an audience here...believe it or not Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zlatang Posted April 2 Report Share Posted April 2 Originally posted by Evan So then honestly.. Now that you are getting to understand that my story is not about showing off but trying to warn people about the dangers of drugs use, what do you think of my story so far?Evan i think you are an obsessive-compulsory wannabe-writer. and i'd suggest you try more drugs and write a lexicon of drug abuse... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
velvetropeprod Posted April 2 Report Share Posted April 2 Originally posted by zlatang i think you are an obsessive-compulsory wannabe-writer. and i'd suggest you try more drugs and write a lexicon of drug abuse... Bro, I agree. My earlier posts say it all. And you know what, the only people that are listening to these fairy tales are people that don't even use drugs. Because all of the people that have used or do use know u are just looking for attention. Sorry so harsh. And sadly by talking about the women and drugs from your past might make someone who is lacking attention turn to drugs. I doubt anyone that has been into drugs gives a shit about your egotistical tales that are probably only half, if that, true.NOW, I CAN TELL U STORIES!!!! Hahahah Not stories to teach you a lesson about drugs, but funny shit that involves drugs, women and of course Sound Factory! LOL Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lollib Posted April 2 Report Share Posted April 2 Originally posted by velvetropeprod Bro, I agree. My earlier posts say it all. And you know what, the only people that are listening to these fairy tales are people that don't even use drugs. Because all of the people that have used or do use know u are just looking for attention. Sorry so harsh. And sadly by talking about the women and drugs from your past might make someone who is lacking attention turn to drugs. I doubt anyone that has been into drugs gives a shit about your egotistical tales that are probably only half, if that, true.NOW, I CAN TELL U STORIES!!!! Hahahah Not stories to teach you a lesson about drugs, but funny shit that involves drugs, women and of course Sound Factory! LOL Umm no, actually, I have used in the past but find his story interesting. Why dont you start your own thread and tell some stories. I am sure that they will be entertaining! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lollib Posted April 2 Report Share Posted April 2 Originally posted by velvetropeprod Bro, I agree. My earlier posts say it all. And you know what, the only people that are listening to these fairy tales are people that don't even use drugs. Because all of the people that have used or do use know u are just looking for attention. Sorry so harsh. And sadly by talking about the women and drugs from your past might make someone who is lacking attention turn to drugs. I doubt anyone that has been into drugs gives a shit about your egotistical tales that are probably only half, if that, true.NOW, I CAN TELL U STORIES!!!! Hahahah Not stories to teach you a lesson about drugs, but funny shit that involves drugs, women and of course Sound Factory! LOL By the way, I love the song that is in your thread! Well, at least I used to. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
velvetropeprod Posted April 3 Report Share Posted April 3 I only tell SF stories sitting around a campfire, lol. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shroomy Posted April 4 Report Share Posted April 4 with out going into details, and for what it is worth....I believe 99% of Evan's posts. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zlatang Posted April 4 Report Share Posted April 4 Originally posted by shroomy with out going into details, and for what it is worth....I believe 99% of Evan's posts. ok even if it's true, i don't understand this urge for exibitionism.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shroomy Posted April 4 Report Share Posted April 4 I find it interesting and entertaining as fuck.Isn't that enough?Maybe it helps to write about it, maybe he wants to tell others what can happen, maybe he was bored, maybe he wanted to show off, maybe he wanted to reminice, who the fuck cares....Its still a great story. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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