man, blue; my birthday weekend is turning out to be way more complicated than it should be . i wish i had a job with normal days and hours. i HAVE to work the saturday after x-mas, and i'm not looking forward to it. it's gonna be a nuthouse for 3 reasons: people will be at the mall for after-christmas sales, to redeem gift certificates, and MOST OF ALL, to return gifts they didn't want. i hate that, 'cause they don't have receipts, there's a lot of fraud, people get really ugly... my manager gets to be a real asshole, too. what a crappy way to spend a birthday !!! i so wish that spundae had someone good that night. well, i may be able to be swayed about red. and i'd like to see you before new year's; it's been a while .