Thx guys for your responses. I dont think I am in love. Elementx hit it on the nose. I am already at that point where I feel like cheating, not because I want to, but just because It's the only way I could find out if I really love the girl or not. I dont know what to do I have broken up with her 3 times, and i miss her and get back with her. The thing is, I dont know if I miss her or just her presence. I just hate being alone. I think I am just gonna break it off because love can't be this confusing if it's real. It's not fair to her if I am not dedicated I guess. I don't really wanna go out with other girls while I am with her because I wouldn't want her to do it to me. I am still young, so i will just break up. "Let someone go and if they come back to you, thats when you know its love"